Thursday, September 19, 2013

2:52 PM

It makes me crazy. and mad. and crazy.

Friday, August 16, 2013

10:02 PM

soooo its partb and the break is here!

It's been so long the cobwebs have formed on this godforsaken place. How lovely!

The break has been good but being the strange person I am, some part of me really does miss working. Late nights and all. I guess it's nice to have some kind of structure to my life, it saves me the trouble of having to think of something new and exciting to do every day. Not that I'm not having fun now-- I am. But somehow clubbing on fridays are more fun when you've had a long shitty week before!

Just a note here to let myself know that it was the right thing to do and that I won't regret it. Oh yeah baby that's right.

Monday, May 13, 2013

4:19 PM

Hello, dearest blog -- its been a while.

This is the first time I've looked at this place in months, and oh my how have I not noticed how full of angst this place is.

So this is a happy post to cheer things up! My life on hindsight really does not feel as sad as I make it sound, in fact I'm sure I've been more happy than sad in the larger scale of things; but I guess angst makes me much more eloquent than happiness does. Huh.

Anyhoo. Life goes on. I'm probably too old right now for cryptic, angst-ridden posts on blogger, so I shall keep this short. Haha! To think that in the span of the few months that I have not blogged, I have apparently "grown up". Gosh, all these false pretenses.

Yeah anyway working is as much an emotional conundrum as everything else in my life is, I do need to make up my goddamned mind about my feelings on things some day. Fulfilling but stressful, makes me very happy and very sad as well, blah blah. I will be glad for the impending break though.

It's been a while.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

9:22 AM

the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, contemporaneous

Monday, December 10, 2012

5:02 PM

i guess it gives me some sort of twisted sense of satisfaction to know

Thursday, November 15, 2012

5:11 PM

Life is, all at once, amazing, tedious and unbearable.

‎"I have to tell you,
there are times when
the sun strikes me
like a gong,
and I remember everything,
even your ears."
- Dorothea Grossman

Sunday, September 16, 2012

4:32 PM

fuck man