Saturday, August 30, 2008

3:24 PM

Mugging with lynette, kovan and yewei have produced the world's record number of inane statements in one day.

Seriously, half our conversations don't make sense and the other half we spend laughing insanely.

And trying to teach yewei differential equations is DAMN HILARIOUS. It's even better than teaching ngiam. I almost wet my pants laughing over his workings and his retarded questions today.

We also kept bursting into random songs and making weird noises at random moments which weirded nette out. And kovan has the funniest face ever. The three of us would be howling at some joke someone made, and kovan would just be sitting there frowning at his chem questions like nothing's happened. Lol!

Crap prelims are coming D:

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

3:12 PM

Ugh. I must have eaten enough sugar today to feed an entire beehive.

My brains feel like mush and my hands can't stop shaking D:

The consequences of studying at home :\

4:38 AM

And it gets so wearing to have to choose when you don't want to.

Are you happy? Are you not. Does it matter?

Saturday, August 23, 2008

9:32 AM

Wow.

4 more days.

This is so terrifyingly awesome.

I wonder how everyone would look all grown up?

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

4:44 PM

Been mugging late in school every day this week. School is really quite nice at night; loads of cool breezes, torrential rains, and silence.

Unless of course you're with yewei and hweeleong, like I was today. The night dissolved into loads of delirious giggling following the throwing of paperballs at each other, copying of jiening's constipated facial expressions and discussion on how to unveil yewei's mystery man.

I wish there were more peaceful nights like this, when I get to spend time with random people building up experiences that I can record down and laugh at in the future.

You know, if I ever decide to wrench myself away from all this rat race, dog eat dog nonsense and go live in a farm or whatever I've always wished I could do. I know I will never turn back.

It's just that first step that I can't bear to take.

Just wanna crawl into my bed
and throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die;

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

4:00 PM

ARGH.

My gum hurts. LIKE MAD.

I had to eat porridge for lunch today ): And probably for the next few days cos it hurts when I bite. And I have no freaking idea why, but it better not be a wisdom tooth. I'm smart enough thankyou.

Mugging, mugging and mugging. But I'm still so far behind that I know I won't be able to catch up by prelims.

Sigh.

Life sucks. How many times have I said that?

"You guys better have got your introductions ready at your fingertips, because I've already given you so much time to write it... and lucy over there looks like she has, since she's staring at her fingertips. Unless it's her HANDPHONE she's staring at?"-- me getting owned by vadi for smsing in econs lesson today hahaha.

Friday, August 15, 2008

3:27 PM

Whoo. Spent the entire week rushing out portfolio.

Extremely tedious job but I actually had quite some fun doing it, what with laughing over our CVs and reading each other's retarded peer reviews together with mandy. Plus it was so nostalgic seeing half of council still online at 1-2am at night, just like the old days! And foaming together with so many people. Aww.

Anyway so it's done so YAY. Reflecting over everything I've done for the past 2 years, it's quite amazing how much I've achieved. Of course it's probably still not enough lah, with all those other imba people... But oh well. Better to have tried than never yeah (:

Sleep tomorrow, then back to studying.

RAR.

Oh had my first ever tuition today! Whoo.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

5:40 PM

After drinking both vitagen and yakult daily for a week, I think I'm qualified to say that VITAGEN OWNS YAKULT'S SOCKS.

Alright. Go vitagen.

Go jiening.

My back aches from being stuck too long on this seat D: Life sucks like hell.

Monday, August 11, 2008

3:26 PM

T'was grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed!

I lay every burden down
at the foot of the cross.

10:05 AM

If life could be fun everyday :\

8:03 AM

Why try so hard?

I wish I could have a few weeks of free time to clear my thoughts and sieve out all the emotional and mental baggage that have been plaguing my mind since the start of last year.

I can't just press 'Clear All' because I don't want to.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

2:18 PM

The most hilarious thing ever:

While we were talking about what to include in our lousy CVs,

[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
wait i show u mine
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
then u see really how ridiculous
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
i decided to exclude all the ridiculous 'zoologist badge'
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
hahahaha!
[ 27th ] jiening. says:
HAHA omg
[ 27th ] jiening. says:
isnt that like pschool o.o
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
hahaha u didn't include ah?
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
but my p sch makes me look damn smart leh
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
1st in class
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
2nd in level
[ 27th ] † mandy kindersurprise! says:
distinction here distinction there
[ 27th ] jiening. says:
oh my GOD
[ 27th ] jiening. says:
MANDY
[ 27th ] jiening. says:
don't tell me you put in your pschool achievements?

PLEASE TELL ME NO ONE ELSE IS RETARDED ENOUGH TOO.

HAHAHA OMGGG.

MANDYYY <3

Saturday, August 09, 2008

5:49 PM

Alriight my mummy says I can go for chem tuition.

I AM SO EXCITED. CAN I GO FOR TUITION NOW.

WHOO.

Hahaha. Hopefully I won't join mandy zhiyings nette in falling asleep at george chong's.

Sigh.

And now my mum asks if I wanna go for math tuition too D:

And I was born
to tell you I love you
I am torn
To do what I have to

4:30 PM

Okay I give up.

I'm going to ask my parents if I can take the stupid chemistry tuition.

Chem sucks. Math sucks. I HATE studying.

Rar.

Friday, August 08, 2008

5:16 PM

Tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you
over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day,
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find.

My ambition in life is to be so rich my children and all their children will never have to worry about financial issues ever!

Or, I would buy a farm in the uk and allow my family to live in stupidity so that they won't ever have to use their brains! Using brains is really a tough calling no one should ever need to be put through.

It's quite sad that our greed and competitive streaks have caused us to 'progress' so far ahead that we can never get back to how we once were before-- stupid, but enjoying life. If only the whole human race would simultaneously step and realise how futile all this was! Chasing after power, possession and pieces of paper that would all disappear when we die.

I really hope the world ends on 2012. That would be so great.

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.

12:43 PM

"I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is."
- Albert Camus.

Ugh I don't want to write my personal statements/dossiers/college award apps. ):

8:34 AM

Yesterday was really some wild day haha.

Had dental in the morning so I didn't have lessons (:

National day celebrations! While waiting for it to start a few of us were stoning about. Wanted to play I'm the Boss but somehow wasn't in the mood that time. So we spent the time staring at yewei's laptop while it fitted elven ears and ram horns on us (haha) and omg there's this other one that takes half of you and reflects it so you can see how you'd look being symmetrical!

And we got bored again so we took the humongous beachballs out of the room and started ramming them into each other. Abit like bumper cars haha.

Finally bball IHC started. It was quite hard swallowing defeat from both the girls and guys D: And gerrard broke his unbreakable pinkypromise to beat bw D:

Oh nicktong and wanjoo voted me for ms elegant for gradnight! Oh my. I was so honoured. HAHA.

It rained just before the celebs were about to start and we all felt so sad for the nats day comm and for the 8k stage. But it was probably a good thing cos that was some wild fun in the hall mannnn hahaha! Sat together with my housed and bw housed and other random councillors at the front. We screamed and cheered every possible moment we could, waved our light sticks, sang along and played along like mad. Ashvin was stunned: 'Omg no alcohol and you guys are drunk already la'. Aha. MT is 3rd (: We almost caught up with HH though. Next year! ((:

After that accompanied jiayi for a while cos the poor girl twisted her knee D:

Then we had even more fun at the councilcanteen because it started raining. A few of us went walking in the cold cold rain, which was very nice. Then I started bitchfighting with ashley over the title of ms elegant (with our lightstick sabres) and he won. Shucks. Siti wanted to join in the fun so we had this pageant hahaha omg siti is damnnn funny and extremely extremely unglam. So take that! Siti owns me upside down in unglamness factor.

The rain finally stopped and we left school really late to eat dinner/supper. Reached home at 12plus. And that will be the last time I'm going home so late without benben (benben read this!) because it is freaking scary to walk to my condo and walk through my condo. While walking this guy came along behind me in his bicycle and I SCREAMED when he cycled past me. I could feel my hair stand on its ends. The guy laughed D:

Right. 4 days to study and do up my portfolio. Great.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

4:21 PM

Breathe in so deep
Breathe me in I'm
yours to keep
Hold on to your words,
'cause talk is cheap.
And remember me tonight,
when you're asleep.

Haha Kovan kok got this song stuck in everybody's head.

Bball IHC today! Woots MT OWNEDZ. (:

And I spent the whole day watching it instead of doing work haha.

Tmr is national day celebs I am so excited.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

3:26 PM

Somehow mugging at the council canteen always degenerate into mass singing sessions (when kovan's hands stray to the guitar) or retarded activities. Like playing volleyball with a ball as big as wanjoo. Or competing who can kick the highest. Or sharing about unglamorous moments.

Haha oh well at least I did quite some work in the afternoon! (: Damn tired now.

Ooh hweeleong zhiyings and ashley cut ngiam's disgusting little hair-tail during break! :D Haha super funny I took a video.

Many years from now when I look back on all these video clips we've taken-- finding the puzzle piece, ride on jevon's car, hweeleong's apocalypse, 27ths playing I'm the Boss, the Lie Detector Tests, Ngiam's hair cut-- I am going to laugh my head off at how absolutely retarded we once were.

And you may see me so unglamorous now, all you cynics who laugh at the way I sit and act and self-jack, I am going to stun you with my manners 10 years down the road. Ha!

Monday, August 04, 2008

5:04 PM

Because I got bored studying,

This photo is damn precious hahaha yewei looks like a hag

Zhiyings getting creamed and fake-snowed and glitter-sprayed on on her bday!

My bday cake hahaha doesn't the red icing look deadly! :D

Aaaand the baking cake gang.

Haha mum and I turning chromosomes into rings during bio pract

Ashley is daaamn cute! :D

My gf who forgot she was supposed to marry me on our wedding day D: look at that 'xi' above our heads.

3:55 PM

I really really really really hate this studying thingy rargh. I am totally not going to study my whole life nor do I want to go into some extremely prestigious uni and study my socks off anymore. This SUCKS.

Because these days aren't easy
like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me
Why do you do this so easily?

Sunday, August 03, 2008

2:41 PM

Phew blew another day to cip D:

Bleagh we could have ended at 2.30 but it dragged on till 6 :\

But dinner was coolcool.

We had it family style! :D In some hongkong-styled restaurant where we ordered big dishes and shared them. Kovan was daddy, ye wei was mummy, anna was auntie, lynette was incestuous big sis, sean was skinny ugly younger brother. Haha it was damn funny we were shouting the most guailan stuff in the restaurant (about mummy being a whore) and trying to converse in chinese, which failed miserably. Mummy was very very sad though, because daddy didn't like her and older incestuous sis kept flirting with daddy. HAHA.

Then they wanted to eat dessert so we boarded the mrt and decided to get off whichever station we reached in 7 minutes. Which turned out to be cityhall. I can't really remember why but we were just laughing like mad and pissing the whole world off haha. About why mummy didn't have boobs (breast cancer) and why daddy's chest was bigger than hers. Lol.

Okayy haha sigh. What would my life be without weird wacko friends. They define my abs.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

2:34 PM

Haha how the hell do I fit council in less than 240 words :\

1:59 PM

Yesterday after a long day's worth of lesson mandy and I met wanjoo lynette and mingxue to watch the dark knight. Oh gosh it was mind-blowing. After the movie we were just speechless. Heath Ledger was soooo good, and no wonder he got depressed D: And all the angel-devil fights going about above everyone's heads, woah! It makes you lose some faith in humanity man. Everyone should seriously watch it.

Then was pimp, hahaha spent most of it playing/watching people play I'm the Boss, which is still the best board game ever created. Everyone screamed and screamed so much that we all lost our voices, and the security guards came to scold us cos the residents complained aha. But it was fun (: We had dessert at the icecube at serangoon gardens afterwards!

Today was icare cip. It's kind of interesting to step into people's houses and see how they live their lives, and also know more about their backgrounds and stuff. The first house we went into there was this heartbreakingly beautiful little girl! Who smiled and waved at me alot :D Then I told the woman her daughter was real cute, and she replied, 'oh no that's my granddaughter.' Her daughter is married and only 16 :\

Ugh sick. Nose has been runny the past 2 days and got headaches and stuff. ): Life sucks. Flu bugs suck even more.