Friday, October 31, 2008

3:54 PM

Today I have officially exhumed myself out of that hellhole of a welfare room. Haha.

I actually felt this swell of sadness when I packed up most of my stuff to bring home. It's been more of a home than this house to me the past few months.

2 more days. Am I the only one freaked out.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

2:28 PM

Haha last day of school, that hwee took. Will miss the school mornings.

The disgusting furry cloth that emerged after I wiped the fan gross

Hahaha nicktong wearing a hairband after him and sianghuat dared each other to!

Hot bods! Hahaha riiight after As maybe

Ian: "Find the coordinates where the two planes intersect."

From my OG, which I totally need. Haha.

I can't believe it. 3 more days!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

2:06 PM

Today was information overload, not with information about alkenes and loci or work but about information I was never supposed to know but happened to know.

And it disturbs me. How you can never tell what anyone is thinking, and how big this world actually is, and how scary.

Makes me feel small. And makes you lose trust in everything and everyone, in some ways.

And though all of this doesn't affect me in any way at all, how unnerved I still am.

--
It's tiring to be at loggerheads with someone since forever, especially when you don't mean or really want to be.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

2:46 AM

Oh haha I forgot about nette's, sean's and my experiment with smsing landlines. We sent this really retarded sms full of shorthand and crude words to the councilroom phone just to hear how the automated voice would sound reading it out. It's way too vulgar to type out (we told sean to produce all his best expletives) but it was SUPER funny to listen to on the phone! I laughed so hard my sides ached like mad and nette thought I was about to give birth. We just kept on pressing repeat to hear it over and over again haha.

And the rain yesterday was SO cool. The thunders were so loud and frequent that it seemed to consume the whole school, and the rain was so huge I think if anyone dared to walk out into it they'd be hammered to the ground. Woah. If it rains like that again after As I'm going to totally walk in it to see what happens.

Alright! Today really needs to be productive.

Yay my og bought me more chicken essence to increase my productivity for mugging lol. And I noticed my school skirt's alot shorter recently. weight gain--> tighter skirt--> stays higher on the waist. Oh well )):

Monday, October 27, 2008

3:45 PM

So tired. And no time left.

望着你, 慢慢忘记你

Sunday, October 26, 2008

1:45 PM

It scares me sometimes about how flippant I am with my life. I guess that's the biggest difference between me and my older bro, that he actually takes the pains to plan out his life when I'm still stuck at chapter 1. Living life one step at a time. Getting annoyed when he tells me I should think about my career options.

I think it's something to do with having too smooth a life so far, and that underlying (delusive?) confidence God will always be there to plan out every step of my life for me, and to support me when I fall. "Your Father knows what you need before you ask Him. So do not worry, saying 'WHat shall we eat?' or 'What shall we wear?' For pagans run after all these things, and your Heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Today's trouble is enough for today."-- Matthew 6:8. You know? Stuff like that.

I don't know if that's good or bad. Maybe I'll know when I do finally slip.

7:22 AM

Hahaa my mama went wild with buying secret recipe cheesecakes cos they were on offer. Now I'm eating cheesecake for breakfast, lunch and dinner (on top of all my normal meals)! Not exactly the best diet to be on when you're complaining about weight gain every day aha but oh well. I loooove cheesecakes.

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say,
It is well, it is well with my soul.

I love this hymn. It was written by some lawyer guy after his business was entirely wiped out in a fire, his son died of scarlet fever and his four daughters drowned on a cruise. It makes me wonder if I could still stand up and praise God after He does such a thing to me, as well.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

4:31 PM

The fans in the welfare room are the grossest, filthiest things in the world. I have no idea how we survived so many months with those two disgusting dust dinosaurs blowing at us every day. Gosh. Today nette and I decided to do something about it, and let me tell you just one wipe of the fan made the entire cloth furry. With disgusting brown and black (and once, white) dirt. It was SO gross.

For the first time we found out that the fan blades were actually bright blue (and not grey), and that the fans are actually very strong! Haha yes the room is now much livable, thanks to that small clean up.

Pleasant and rather productive day today, other than the fan and the huge gigantic monstrous grasshopper on the dustbin. Need more days like this.

Friday, October 24, 2008

3:47 PM

Haha thanks stacy my lifelong partner from sec school for your encouragement letter (:

I am grateful for all the hidden friends littered through my life that I hardly pay attention to, but are always always there somehow making sure I'm alright. It makes me feel bad for being such a flighty person. I should start making an effort to keep my friends before they all drift away from me haha. Okay after As.

The only reason why people drink milk should be that it's so fascinatingly white! Okay that's the only reason I drink it, actually. So I can stare at it in the cup haha.

3:07 PM

Haha nothing really interesting to talk about nowadays. Not that I've actually got my act together and started hardcoring, but life's been almost the same every day.

I guess the funniest things that's happened from the last time I blogged were when mandy and I started our new talkshow, when we tricked ye wei about his pasta.

Mandy and my talkshow is called the 'Mandy and Jie Ning Talkshow'! Haha it's damn funny, we sport new retarded hairstyles every day and interview everyone we can find about the most retarded things. Ashley is the BEST interviewee so far. He started posing in front of the webcam trying to 'look for his best profile' lol. Mandy's laptop really rocks for taking ridiculous videos haha one day we'll watch them all and laugh at how stupid we once were.

And yesterday we had to order pasta for ye wei, who told us to choose anything for him as long as it didn't contain chilli. Of course we did, but we decided to prank him and tell him we ordered the Buongustaio, which contained 'smoked anchovies, olives and italian chillies'. Lol he was really surprised how we managed to order something that contained everything he didn't like. So the prank continued a little more.

me: oh really? oh no we had the impression you loved all that. like the name quite inventive what.
ye wei: and how is that inventive? you understand Italian?

In the end he pranked us back by pretending he bought another dinner and was pissed off at us.

Haha.

Damn tired I should sleep earlier. Keep missing the school bus because I can't wake up nowadays :\

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

5:07 PM

I tried to eat some pasta but the pain is so bad I need to take a million panadols and kill myself right now.

Does anyone's gums hurt so bad while growing your wisdom tooth???

Man tomorrow better not be like today or I'll really swallow all the bloody panadols I can find. Argh. I didn't do a single thing today except angst and be glum.

5:27 AM

Today is a bad, bad day.

My right side of the mouth hurts like mad because my wisdom tooth insists on growing out now, how timely.

My left knee is bruised and I can't prop it up ANYWHERE now, so sitting on buses and eating and sitting up straight is the most uncomfortable business nowadays.

My right arm is bruised thanks to the stupid people throwing apples around the canteen last week. And people keep grabbing my right arm for some reason -.-

I am aching everywhere thanks to a dilemma. And I am PMS-y to the max, and LIFE SUCKS.

I CAN'T STUDY.

pfoahubwe;kelkc,sdo.

Monday, October 20, 2008

5:07 PM

Sometimes I really wonder if my friends and I truly understand the reality of the As being just right up the corner, the way they, we, act. It struck me tonight how unreal all this feels and seems. 2 more weeks. Not having touched econs and gp and bio. Still screwing up math. It's how everyone tells you that As are chicken feet and that it'd be peanuts to ace, and that's been so ingrained into you that you start acting as if it's really way. Then it somehow turns into this disastrous vicious cycle of slacking and being complacent. As if with this substandard mugging, we still deserve to get that A.

But seriously, the rate I'm going right now I am going to flunk my As and all I'd be able to do is to laugh hysterically when I recieve my results. If I don't get the 5 As everyone's been telling me would be easy to get, I'll really deserve it but regret it my whole entire life. Well that's one good thing I guess, I could tell my children never to learn from my mistake when I was their age.

So I guess I better pull my socks right up to my knees and start being serious about all this. My friends may be smart enough to slack and get their perfect score but I don't think I am.

The night was quite fun though. Dancing retarded stuff and laughing at everyone's retardness, and then our emo rain walk which was really nice. I miss walking in the rain. Just hope none of us get sick haha.

Lord give me the discipline it takes to do what I have to do, because I don't want to sink into an eternal spiral of regret for a few weeks of guilty fun.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

3:24 PM

Was looking for a document and I found this instead! Haha so cute right. I know.

I haven't done anything the whole day! Except be depressed that I'm not doing anything. And I think all this academic rigour thing, mugging useless stuff that's hardly going to be relevant to whatever I wish to do in future, is doing more than wasting my time. In fact I think I was much more contemplative and deep in secondary school, when there was actually time to think. I still find it very saddening that my standard of english has dropped alot since I've come to JC. I never used to write so horribly. That sucks. I used to pepper my words with more stuff, put more thought in the things I said. Nowadays I don't even bother. I think I'd have been better off writing a personal statement in sec 4 than now. Rar.

Oh, what can it mean
To a daydream believer
And a homecoming queen.

/edit/ I think my chair absorbs my thoughts through my butt or something. Everytime I get up to find food I'd think of something to add in my ps, then I'd run back, sit down, and forget everything I wanted to write. Argh./edit/

2:48 PM

"Give the man a bonus point or the stick figure gets it!!"
"Please do what he says"
teacher: "I don't negotiate with terrorists."

HAHA. This is the funniest shit EVER. We should all try this on our A level papers.

http://atechdiva.wordpress.com/2007/10/14/funny-but-real-exam-answers/

For more hilarious ones.

I need more motivation to write my personal statement. I saw this really really mindblowing one to oxbridge a few hours back and now I'm too intimidated to write one ):

Our holiday plans have turned into a few days cycling trip around singapore! We're going to cycle to random areas in the day and then find lodgings in random hotels, friends houses, pitch camps and stuff each day (: Haha okay it actually sounds very exciting, but only if everyone can make it!

My funny valentine,
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart;

Your looks are laughable,
Unphotographable
Yet you're my favourite work of art.

Frank sinatra's voice rocks I need to marry him now.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

3:33 PM

LOL. Hweeleong and I forgot to switch back a slipper before I left so now I have to go to church with one pair of dirty white havaianas and one sliver one tomorrow-.- I was kind of hoping it may transmit some of his brains to me but I think all I got was an itchy foot.

In fact, we spent the night singing our batch songs, dancing our batch dances and basically blasting music so loud everyone could hear it in the canteen. It totally reminded me of our decor days omg that was so fun and I miss it so much. We should have an outing after As, but they're probably too busy with other friends and stuff. Oh well :\ Anyway I think mandy secretly takes an hour off every night to dance every dance she'd learnt in her life, in her room. She totally can remember every move to every dance we'd danced. Ye wei and I were totally clueless so we just kept whacking into each other and bursting out in laughter it was a total mess on our side. I do not dance like a pig, it takes two to ruin a befriender's dance.

I'll really miss all these retarded moments with my friends! Can you imagine going to a bar and dancing our batch dance instead? No right. School's like the only place we can all act crazy and laugh madly at nothing without being labelled crazy by the world. It only kind of hit me today on the bus to school that the times when we could be in a place flooded with random but comforting strangers who've merely brushed across the surface of your life have been long over.

I also wondered if my friends and I would still keep in contact say 10, 20 years later. But then all the 'spend the rest of our lives together' thing kind of got too heavy for me so I fell asleep instead haha.

Friday, October 17, 2008

3:58 PM

Rarrrrr our bangkok trip is off because we didn't read the news and realise that Thailand is kind of inaccessible because of all the stupid political nonsense -.-

That really sucks because there's hardly anywhere else cheap that everyone would be willing to go to, and I really really wanna fly somewhere nice. My kor's going backpacking over europe for a month with his friends! How fun is that. I also want D: does anyone wanna go US with me and sean! We can shop every day at factory outlets! (:

1:47 PM

I seem to have this knack of getting into these quagmires I don't know how to extricate myself from.

How many times have I broken Your heart?
But still You forgive
If only I ask.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

3:50 PM

Okay so gerrard dies too but I didn't know cos we didn't dig deep enough to pick out the other piece of paper with his writing. This is quite retarded, picking up papers from the bin to read them -.-

Today was a boring day. First I overslept like mad and got to school only at lunch time. Then the whole day was just doing work and doing work and it was BORING. Studying has become absolutely uninteresting and overrated and I hate it now. And also everyone else left so early today because of chem tuition ):

RPA dinner today wasn't as nice as yesterday's, too.

And just to embarrass macey cos she told us not to tell anyone, ye wei and I spent the night listening to her give her OP presentation (which was more interesting than chem anyway). Haha macey is damn cute! We made her repeat the same lines over and over and over again because we kept interrupting her and being distracted with colouring cheo's powerpuff girls colouring book. And ah the days when OP was our one and only concern. PW was actually quite a fun period, in retrospect. Loads of things (or person to be exact) to bitch about. No As to worry about. Good life.

Hmm maybe I should stay a little later from now on and get more things done instead of being distracted so much. I always come home and stone for a few hours and it's wasting my life away.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

4:15 PM

Math is a total bitch.

A whole group of us were all foaming over our math TYS, which sucked cos it wasn't even prelim papers it was just the TYS. But yeah at least I did a fair amount of work today (: Hahaha ye wei was in charge of solving my math questions for me and there was one he really cracked his head extremely hard on. For 3 hours? Then Juanhe walked past, took a brief look at the question and said, "Oh I think this question got typo." HAHA kena owned.

Dinner today was GOOD. Korean food! (: Btw hweeleong you are a bitch seriously omg. Anyway yeah it was real good except the first auntie was pimping the guys and told them to come back for more delicious food while completely daoing us girls. Oh they even have the strawberry filled with icecream thingy! Everyone wanted more and fortunately the lady dishing them out was dawn's mum, so I just asked dawn to pimp her mum for us :D RPA dinner rocks.

BTW mandy, after you guys left we picked the paper out of the rubbish bin (haha so disgusting!) and read all you two wrote on it and you and weiyuan die.

Monday, October 13, 2008

4:37 PM

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

It doesn't matter how many times I listen to this song, it's still resoundingly and heart-achingly sad.

3:07 PM

My parents are really FANATICAL about supplements. Vitamin C, cod liver oil, chicken essence, ginseng, sesamin pills, calcium and vitamin D pills, bai feng yuan, and the latest they've introduced-- cordyceps pills and gingko pills-- are some of what my parents have tried to force down my throat every single day.

I think they think I'll whither and die off without eating any of these. Which annoys the hell out of me and may be the reason why I refuse to touch any of these anymore, not even my daily chicken essence (that had led sean to warn me not to overdrink or give birth to a chick). I hate it for people to tell me what to do, even when they mean well or are much more knowledgeable than me. Every morning I'll work myself up in a storm when my mother tells me to drink this and swallow that, bring this and that to school to take. Then I'll stomp out of the house refusing to take anything.

But it's a big waste of money right? I feel a little bad sometimes. Especially for my mum when she has to beg me every day to eat the stuff. Today she decided that I was not going to get out of the house without those new pills they've bought and a cup of this disgusting gross stuff, some barley green funny powdered thingy that tastes like shit, and I didn't talk to her the whole morning. Haha so childish right it's almost laughable how my mum thinks I'm a matured and independent person.

Anywayy I really need to get my priorities straight from tomorrow onwards. It's only late at night every day that I start regretting about wasting the day away doing retarded stuff. I think I need to isolate myself like ye wei does, already. Rar.

4:34 AM

Replaced, overthrown, dethroned.

Maybe it never was.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

1:35 PM

HAHA joo's boyfriend's picture is finally out!

The creative designers + ali. Check out his furry red CK underwear man. And I am not a skank! I just don't realise how bad the way I sit is. Haha. Okay it's quite bad

We made wanjoo kiss him. Who's the skank nowwwww!

Class lunch after the last day of lessons. Look! I finally got to kiss my darling lorraine. Hahaha

Ali and I were trying to take a photo with the autotake thingy and the j1s were all wondering why we were posing randomly in the sun lol.

Mugged at the airport with the fake mum again. After like ages. Changi airport is really boring! ): but good in the sense that it forces you to sit down and not get distracted. Btw tys math is really easy and like weiyuan told me, a great morale booster. Haha.

Damn tired.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

4:37 PM

Whoo! My kor bought an acoustic guitar! :D Haha but it's a beginner one cos he totally doesn't know how to play. He's going to pay for 2 months of lessons I think and I'm going to go for one of the whole month cos he'll be off in Europe backpacking. Finallyyyy I have a guitar at home! :D But it's damn painful to use cos the strings are all metal.

Lnat today was... okay I guess? I mean it was really hard but I wasn't expecting any easy paper anyway. The essay was horror, haha I couldn't finish writing. And by the time I realised that I was trying to delete off this sentence but the timer cut me off as I had like 3 words left to backspace lol.

We (nette me auyong ye wei ngiam weiyuan yonghan) went to botak jones to eat! The first four of us ate from il picolo and the other 3 from botak jones but anyway the food there is really good. The beef lasagne is really really really good! It's rare for me to not say 'my mum can cook better than that' because for once she couldn't have haha.

Didn't study much at all today ): brain kind of died after the lnat, after the first 2 passages all the options seemed the same after a while. Plus ye wei and I had a race to the atm machine and back and it was the first time since napfa ended that I've ran. It was damn freaking tiring. Haha! NETTE we will go exercise after As okay I don't care.

Friday, October 10, 2008

5:35 PM

This is the straw, final straw in the
roof of my mouth as I lie to you

Wanjoo's birthday celebs today was fun! (: Mandy giraffe jiaying ye wei and I spent a part of our afternoon making this HUUUUGE ugly boyfriend for her. It started off supposedly being superman but ended up looking like elvis presley/ aladdin wearing red CK underwear hahaha. We had fun making it anyway, will post the photos when mandy sends them (:

Late afternoon was spent at the art exhibition. The art works are all damn nice. Damn damn nice everyone needs to go look at them some time.

Then had dinner with joo. Haha great turnout. The thing about sitting in the middle of the whole table is that you're usually caught between the two conversations happening at each end. The noisier end was having 'What If Part II' (all the retarded theoretical questions cursing your boyfriend to be ugly, fat and idiotic) and the quieter end... was too quiet to catch haha. Naing and ye wei spent half the evening whispering sweet nothings to each other (okayy I was joking!) so sean and I were pretending to have interesting conversations as well haha.

Lnat tomorrow! I hope I do fine.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

4:06 PM

Lol there's a lack of computer mouses (mice?) in my house. The whole mouse-exchanging saga between my family members happened when my mum's mouse spoilt and she stole my younger brother's, who stole my older brother's (when he was in camp) who stole mine (when I was in school). Then it went another few rounds and I'm saying this because today was my turn to get my mouse stolen and it's really very annoying. So I stole my kor's cos he's afk haha. No one dares steal my dad's though.

Having to stress over so many things at once really sucks. Applying to the US, applying to the UK, worrying about what happens if you get into neither, worrying about what happens if you can't get a scholarship. The worst is when my kor's fate is on the line as well. If I can't get a scholarship I think he'll hate me because then he'll have to take up his bond unwillingly and work for the govt for 6 years while I get to enjoy life ): But law scholarships are so so so few.

I'm really very tired of everything right now. My moods nowadays seem set on a rollercoaster ride of extreme highs and lows and it sucks to be really happy one day just to feel like shit the next. Today sucked but was kind of okay too I guess, I dunno. Aiyah.

Just really worried for my upcoming lnat on saturday morning and my universities choices and it sucks to have my kor constantly asking whether I was interested in changing my mind on choosing a subject that allows me to get a psc scholarship. Because I'm not but I can't say no right? Because his fate is tied with mine. I can't do anything to him because he's been the bestest brother one could ever have since forever.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

5:34 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANJOO! :D

Haha they should make it a school holiday. Everyone would love to go out for a wanjoo's bday party.

Oh and I forgot! Giraffe and I are finally engaged! But I bet she'll forget our wedding day again like she did last time. ):

/edit/ oh shit I just turned on the lights in my room and ALL the lights in the house blew out D: wth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hqDKojAQvk&feature=related

Haha this is damn funny too! "Are you a pre-ops transexual?" "Did you put one on or take one out?" "Are you arthur or martha? Are you arthur? Then you're martha. Are you arthur AND martha?"

lol okay the lights are back on! /edit/

4:04 PM

Rar haha I wasted the whole day today ): All ye wei's fault, seriously. He spent the whole afternoon sighing and moaning about how he didn't know what to do with his life, so I had to accompany him to research on schools and courses and whatnot the entire day.

Anyway laughing is really the best abs workout ever! Spent the entire day laughing my head off. We both got scolded in the students services centre for treating it like 'a place to chitchat, enjoy the aircon' (this was SO not true. We were laughing at legitimately funny stuff to do with uni apps most of the time!) and for wearing our slippers in lol cos we were too lazy to wear our shoes :\ And I laughed so hard at dinner I think I almost got appendicitis. From yiran's horrible singing to his muffin-with-a-nose to jinxing each other a zillion times to telling naing the alien siblings joke (ask us to tell you next time), everything was just HILARIOUS. Ye wei started hyperventilating or something and he looked so demented I couldn't stop laughing. It was so embarrassing, the canteen was full of people and we looked/ sounded like 2 demented pschool kids who just couldn't stop howling madly. My abs are damn defined now I think! Underneath all the layer of fats I've accumulated over the months of mugging,haha.

Somehow after dinner ye wei started narrating his whole journey to France last year to me and we spent an hour poring over his photos (which were nice) then had to go home already.

I wish we didn't have to worry about uni apps at all. Then we could all spend a few days laughing at random stuff together, go out for dinners together more often . Nowadays the only people left at the council canteen by dinnertime is ye wei and me ):

Can't wait for As to end, then we can all have some overseas trip together! Our little family plans to go somewhere, so hopefully it works out somehow (:

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

4:08 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zV1zK8zRCPo

Lol this catherine tate clip on lauren and her French teacher is really damn hilarious.

"Miss have you got 'airy armpits?"
".. I beg your pardon?"
"Are you scared of razors?"
"No I am not!"
"Are they expensive in Frenchland then?"

ye wei and I were shouting that to mandy today in the canteen hahaha she was damn embarrassed!

Had another dental appointment today to check out my problematic tooth. Still hadn't gotten better since the last time. My dentist was at her wit's end. She asked all her colleagues and even her senior and none of them knew what to do with me lol. Hope it'll be fine already :\
But she insisted on giving me local anaesthetic and I was literally trembling in the seat while she jabbed me in the gums 4 times )):

3:57 PM

LOL. I knew I'd regret posting that entry but anywayyy I wasn't calling anyone a whore! Certainly not my friends lah. I was just saying that if you ever bet your ass off something as stupid as those rumours you're going to be giving it away for free, so thats... like a whore right?? Make sense?

And I wasn't referring to anyone in particular! Unless you've really been betting your ass (like mandy who was too afraid to talk to me today cos she really lost her ass to me before in a bet) then hmmmmm.

Monday, October 06, 2008

3:50 PM

One thing I really really hate is scandals about me. It's not the scandals themselves that annoy me. Scandals can be funny. They make me laugh most of the time, and sometimes I even participate in the self-jacking. But there's this fine line between being funny and going overboard, and it seems that many people don't seem to realise when they've crossed it.

Basically, you cross it when you insist too insistently that the scandal is true and don't even give me a chance to think for myself. If I could be with someone I'd know it better than anyone else. There's hardly a need to push that point more than a few times. You can bet your ass off it, but let me say that the more people want me to do something the less I'd be inclined to do it. So there goes your ass, if you've been betting it off, you whore.

But it's not the telling me that I like someone (oh like you'd know) that really bothers me though. It's those knowing looks people throw me when I talk to a guy or happen to be around. Like they know more than I do. Like God favoured them so much He told them something about me that even I can't know. You know? That sucks.

Okay fine I'm just really pissed off that I haven't gotten much done today. And that different groups of people kept bombarding me with different rumours the whole day. And that I'd regret this post tomorrow when I stop being pissy.

Btw gunslinger by A7X is really very sad ):

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach to the sky I've said my goodbyes,
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah

Cause all these things we do
It don't matter, when I'm coming home to you.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

7:32 AM

give thanks with a grateful heart
give thanks to the Holy one
give thanks, because He's given Jesus Christ His son

and now, let the weak say I am strong
let the poor say I am rich
because of what the Lord has done, for us
give thanks.

Wow ye wei has really old christian songs on his laptop. Haha I am boreddddd D: Okay I should study.

5:18 AM

my GOD.

I woke up late today.

I missed church today.

I have never ever ever ever ever missed church before. Sun rain sickness exams NEVER.

This sucks.

So I'm back in school studying. Because I'd just sulk at home and scream at my brother for not waking me up when he comes home. Alone because ye wei just left for tuition and nette decided to stay at home. But I guess that's good cos finally no distractions? Haha.

Argh I feel like shit for not going to church. Going faithfully every week has been my only saving grace for being a lousy christian. ):

Sorry.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

5:07 PM

Rarr.

There's so much left to do and I'm totally not in the mood to continue ):

I need more songs I'm bored of everything.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

5:21 PM

Hahaha today was back to being retarded!

Highlights of the day:

1. Hweeleong COULDN'T ANSWER THE TJC CHEM MCQs ((: after snubbing the school. "aiyah tj qns also dunno how to answer!"Hahahaaa okay sorry I take joy in his shorted-out moments because he self-jack!
2. Ye wei (must spell his name with a spacing now) and I spent a damn long time laughing at the most retarded things, I think I haven't laughed so hard for some time. Like all our ear-spoil moments: hearing nick say the f word when he was actually singing Titanic, hearing nette talk about breasts when she wasn't.. lol!
3. kovan teaching nette math: 'So this will break up with that...' Hahaha. Okayyy not funny if you don't get it
4. Dinner. Haha made mum eat with us! :D ye wei is really a damn embarrassing friend to like show other friends. Anyway I stole nick's hp and tried to pass it to hwee, but that guy was some retard he thought I was having fun poking his side or something and nick saw lol. But he made it up by pretending to pass it back to me later haha and we played 'guess who has your stolen hp' with nick who fell for the trick :D
5. Ye wei has restarted his blog after a year of haitus, supposedly after being inspired by my blog. More like after finding out that the whole world blogged except him and he's feeling left out hahaha. He spent the whole night trying to be real cool, like quoting our blogs verbatim or trying to get blogging tips off everyone lol!

I love my friends they are the most retarded things on earth. Okay. Should sleep. Tired.