Saturday, May 31, 2008

1:35 PM

Found my file (kwok left it at j8).

But haven't found myself.

Today was a crappy day. Lalala. Tomorrow will be too.

I want to fill this new frame,
but it's empty;

Friday, May 30, 2008

5:01 PM

Because I am a sinner, a liar, a hypocrite, and I'm down on my knees

asking for Your mercy and Your grace.

Won't You help me?

Because You are all I have now.

4:34 PM

Class cip! Got the photos from gerrard's handphone which I abused to take one zillion photos of the girls in our group :D actually our group (mum gerrard me!) was 100% girls haha. Only 3 boys in the entire cip.

This girl is very cute! She's so shy AND SHE HAS NICE HAIR.

AMANDA is going to grow up damn damn damn pretty and cute and she will break a hundred guys' hearts. She's such a sweetie too haha mischievious and havoc :D the lesser out of 2 of the rabid gerrard fanclub!

This girl will grow up DAMN HOT. And break alot of guys' hearts too. Ahhh I want to watch her grow up!

This girl is THE gerrard fanclub! Hahahaha. Whole day lag behind the group to stand with gerrard cos he's the sweeper. She even took my file from him and threatened to throw it into the drain when he had to hold it while I went with mum to take care of the other kids hahaha.

And this jiayi resembles a mixture of our feisty weiching and chee jiayi! :D She is damn cute too haha she lightened up everything.

Came late cos of the psychometric test so I didn't exactly make friends with these bunch of kids. But I love kids <3333 it made me miss the other kids I took care of in sec4 omg I love love love them <33333

KIDS ARE SO LOVABLE <3

3:29 PM

MY FILE

IS GONE

WITH ALL MY STEM CELLS, DIFFERENTIATION, DIFF EQNS, MACRO POLICIES, ORGANIC CHEM NOTES AND SECRETARIAT HOURS.

RARRR.

I think kwok left it on the taxi ))):

But anyway today was lucas' birthday and we had a mini mt08'07 gathering :D which was damn funny cos we were 2hours late and damn high on the taxi haha.

Good day, except MY FILE IS LOST ))):

when i only have
barely enough of you to hang on;

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

4:00 PM

I'm in a damn pissy mood right now.

Anyway nette found 2 strands of white hair on my head today ))): I think I'm growing melanin-feeding tumours in my brain. Hopefully it gets diagnosed before cts2 then I dunneed to take it (:

3:41 PM

I am a loser.

I dun want to go for the psychometric test tmr ):

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

4:47 PM

Teo shu li just informed me that

ENID BLYTON IS A GIRL.

So I just spent today being in shock about being disillusioned for nothing.

Ali tanjim will die tomorrow.

But it's amusing to note that yeo min qi really though enid blyton was a guy. Which explained why she was so convincing when agreeing with ali.

HAHA.

Btw she has brown hair, not blonde and jk rowling-like. Pity. Haha.

Omg I should spend my time more productively

3:59 PM

I have willingly jumped into a current and now I can't find my way back on shore.

I grab at the banks but the flow is too strong.

And I get swept back all over again.

It'll be so nice to give up and continue flowing with the flow that has been my ladeeda lifestyle for the past few months.

But I don't want to fail my As ):

3:49 PM

Today I found out that

ENID BLYTON IS A GUY.

Ohmygod. I have been DECEIVED for 17 years of my life. I have spent 17 years of my hoodwinked existence imagining Enid Blyton to be a pretty blonde-haired woman with motherly tendencies. I have lost faith in the world.

Other than that, went out with mum and ali, spent most of the day being extremely unproductive, but I expected that anyway. Haha. Oh well.

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY I PROMISE. I will.. lock myself up in the council canteen toilet and mug. Okay yucks that's really gross

But you get the idea. Maybe I'll try the house sheds except it's abit dark in there.

Monday, May 26, 2008

4:03 PM

Today marks the first day of mugging mania and already zhiying and I are foaming. Haha.

Ahhhh! Reality hit me today that I'll be doing ONE MONTH of this madness. Last march was only 1 week and it was fun and all, but I don't think I can last through 1 month omg.

Sigh. Okay. But I prefer this to lessons haha :D

Sunday, May 25, 2008

1:23 PM

My doggy :D haha

secretariat photo cos tmr is secretariat post mortem!

Lalala I should go study!

11:22 AM

I think tomorrow will be a happy day! (:

Haha because I'll FINALLY start on my studying schedule and I'll stop feeling so guilty :D

<3

Saturday, May 24, 2008

1:02 PM

Haha my computer monitor spoilt so I made my younger bro switch my monitor with my mum's hehe. Okay I'm damn bad but I'm too lazy to tell my dad aha.

12:39 PM

Oh great I've finally given in and gotten facebook. Cos no one wants to send me photos and wants me to get them off facebook (ie wanjoo). Haha sigh. What a farcical place :\

In other news, I haven't been studying. But anyway today I've calculated that I need to study at least 2.3 chapters per day right to the end of the holidays in order to make it for the cts. Hurrah.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

2:58 PM

Whoo gp cts is overr. Compre was really damn tough I was making funny faces while reading the questions -.-

Civics today was HILARIOUS. Not because of the module but because of the weird teacher hahaha. She spoke in a falsetto and kept making weird pervertic eyebrow raises. And she was supposed to teach us the art of communication, what the hell.

Bball girls lost by just this teeny weeny bit. Ahhhh. ): I really wanted to go watch esp joelynn play! But had stupid chem tutorial not as if I learnt much, I slept through a huge part of it again :\

Hockey boys won! Haha. Uncle hong is damn funny.

Yay some of us went for dinner and I just came back.

And... I think I should do some work? hahaha. Ahhhh.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

2:42 PM

One of our lastest and I think more meaningful mt initiatives just got rejected ): Blah.

Okay. That means I just wasted the afternoon having a meeting. AND money we'd probably have to fork out buying plastic containers -.-

Okay nvm back to getting owned by gp. Haha. I want to do something wild tomorrow who's up to itttt

1:02 PM

Haha it's true that the only essays I can keep focused on in the ksbull are those written by people I know! It gives you an immense sense of pride like 'omg I know this person wow he/she writes so well!' Haha.

Yay can't wait for the end of tomorrow. That'll mark the start of a mugging marathon probably mostly in the council room, since zhiyings and I have promised each other to mug together. I'll just take a deep breath and plunge into it and hope I'm smart enough to absorb everything by the end of one month la.

Hope I don't do badly for gp tomorrow >< sigh.

Monday, May 19, 2008

5:41 PM

'..what if the place she moved to was even harder to get to than New Zealand? A place you couldn't get to by boat or by plane or even by f***ing rocketship? What if she went somewhere and the only way you could follow was to put a bullet through your head or hang yourself from your closet rack or run your car in a closed garage?' - Second Glance, Jodi Picoult

5:20 PM

Today's my mummy's and my aunt's birthdays so we went to my aunt's house to celebrate!

Like the great daughter I've always been, I didn't get my mum anything. Lol. Okay sorry it was only this year, been too busy too tired too apathetic. Ah whatever. It's all those 'when I grow up and earn my first million I'll buy her huge diamonds' thoughts.

Is it only me, or do I always choose to hate those I love? I love my mummy so, but I always push her away or snap at her when she tries to shower me with love or tries to get herself involved in my life more. I've hated myself so many times for being so mean to her whenever she's nice to me, whenever she's so understanding or patient when I do that. I've hated myself for being so spoilt and fickle and annoying. But no matter how many times I tell myself to change, to tolerate, to love more, I always go back. Hating, despising, withdrawing.

People are so complex.

I wish I was a nicer person. I wish I was less hypocritical, more sincere and more matured. I wish I was as Godly as I was God-loving. But sad to say they're really two different concepts altogether. Just that no one realises that. People tell me that if you love God you'll try your best to be what He wants you to be. Then why, why am I not? Every night I tell myself what a sinful person I am. Every day I'll tell myself how stupid and conceited I am. Every night I'll tell myself I'll change for the better, knowing I'll never be because I'm just too lazy.

Too much at the wrong time of the day and week. Gp cts in two days.

My back hurts once again. Been sitting too long at the com. Lol.

Haha OKAY anyway stop emoing yah. It's just that I always blog at the wrong time of the day. Today was a good day.

Happy birthday mummy. Love you. This is only something I can bear to say when I know she isn't hearing/ reading.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

2:49 PM

and I stare blankly into my hands and wait for the tears that would not fall;

12:24 PM

I forgot what I wanted to say, but it doesn't hurt to visit this place too often! (:

Handover was yesterday. Shiyang's the new secretary-treasurer! Haha I think I made the job sound a little too saigang, but I think it's really the bestest job in the world if you can love it (:

Been going out for late dinners with really random 27ths the past few days! Had alot of, in fact too much fun. Haha. Looks like my plans to mug are really going down an abyss.

Just wasted today reading the Kite Runner. It is such a sad sad book I almost cried ):

Damnit I need to STUDY. All this complacency is going to kill me.

Friday, May 16, 2008

4:15 PM

Netball today was The Match of The Year!

Whatever happened there was really like something you thought you could only find in a drama serial, to put in yewei's words. Basically we were lagging behind ac throughout the whole game by around 8 points, until the last quarter when we suddenly caught up and equalised. The last 2 minutes were really intense cos both sides kept taking turns to score. Then in the last 30 seconds, we managed to steal their ball and silei shot it in just as the whistle blowed! Damn cool. I think ac was really in shock cos they were in the lead the whole time. Plus their goalshooter is some manly person who shot in 50/51 of her attempts lol. But ah well (((: Woots! Another golddd (: Great end to the 27ths' official match supporting days.

Anyway after that was councilcamp post mortem. Haha gosh. I actually went in there very apprehensive because I thought the teachers would start scolding us for all the hiccups and uneventful happenings and that it'll be really demoralising. But it happens that the teachers thought that despite the many hiccups the camp was overall a good job done compared to last year's and they liked us and the way we worked together alot! (: I love CCICs! We're really this super jumbled bunch of people randomly thrown together who somehow seem to complement each other very very well haha. Anyway we spent most of the post mortem laughing our heads off thanks to DAVIDlulululu walter and siti! Zomg davidlu is SO FUNNY. Walter said: 'David's the only guy I know who'd see an empty bus and say, 'that bus has spare capacity'!' Hahaha. Our teacher ICs were really amazing too (: I think we got the two best teachers haha seriously without them we would have foamed and died VERY badly.

CCICs rock! (: Haha I'll totally miss all our stupid meetings when we degen halfway through and start laughing nonstop at david or walter. I'll miss all of them too they're all such lovely people! We're so going to davidlu's house to play fusball and watch movies soon :D

Yeahhhhhhhhhhh okayyyy im tired! (:

Thursday, May 15, 2008

3:26 PM

1. My gc screwed up again. This time I think it'll never revive. I'm damn pissed off.
2. my buddy flew off to new zealand yesterday! I'll miss him ): 2 weeks!
3. MY GP TUTOR HATES ME. I sleep in every lesson and I don't do homework. I could feel her hatred oozing all the way from the front to where I was sitting today. Mel (who is probably hated more than me) and I were trying our best not to look at her the whole lesson cos we didn't want to die early.
4. today I truly realised the extent of my behind-ness in my studies. I have really no idea how to do any question in my tutorials. But I really really love hweeleong alot. Without him patiently answering all my inane questions about chem today I would have just sat there and cried until my foolscap papers and tutorials became soggy. Ah shucks. I am really starting to consider retaining one year so I can get my chem right. Life sucks.

Mariam-webster word of today is titivate-- to make or become smart or spruce.

Jiening needs to be TITIVATED. Hahaha okay I dun think it was supposed to be used that way

5. yay dinner with some of mr housed again! jevon gave me another 'caution! hot!' sticker hehehe. nette is damn amused.
6. zhiyings and I have decided. That when we finally marry rich guys and become taitais, we're going to be taitai friends. Then we'll build MANY MANY little rooms that will be our painting rooms!! There'll be the Romantic period room, the Abstract Expressionism room etc etc zomg and we'll paint our lives away :D Zomg so fun! Okay fine if life were that good.

Okay. I promised myself to attempt to do more homework. So. ):

Life is quite good la. Just that it'll be much better without schoolwork.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

3:12 PM

1. I found my 26th buddy's gc yay.
2. my 28th buddy is fine now I think.

Today was quite a cool day! (:

Had housed meeting today. Not as long as our usual ones but just as bad, we were all foaming and dying at the end haha. Ally is DAMN funny.

us: let's make muffins for everyone.
zw: how about giving something they can keep?
ally:... but you can't keep muffins!
us: ???

Then we all went to botakjones to eat housed dinner :D were supposed to go kenny rogers but all too broke lol. The food there quite nice! We ordered 3 different foods then shared them (: Like family dinner liddat. Oh the desert not bad too.

Yay. Happy days.

My schoolwork is suffering very badly though ): sigh.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

5:12 PM

Everything in this world comes and fades away.
Your friends, loved ones, crushes
Your most precious memories and experiences
Your vision, your ideals, your dreams
Everything that has a start, will have an end
But God will always remain the same.

I am not skilled to understand
what God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
stands one who is my Saviour;

4:34 PM

I know I've said this a million times this week,

but LIFE SUCKS.

Sucks to the core.

Oh gosh.

Ahhh I'm damn heartpain for my buddy ):

3:51 PM

Can someone please explain to me why life is so tough?

I lost my precious bible.
I can't find my buddy's gc. He's going to KILL me if he finds out. Argh. I'm danm worried about it.
My handphone ran out of batt this afternoon. And it wouldn't have been anything except...
Apparently yelin has been trying to contact me all day, and my buddy too.
He didn't get into housed. WT* is wrong with *&#(&# zomg! He wanted housed so so much):
And I wasn't there for him ): he cried alot ):

LIFE SUCKS.

I HOPE I DON'T FALL ASLEEP IN CHEM TUTORIAL AGAIN TMR. SHE'S QUITE TIRED OF WAKING ME UP AND COMMANDING ME TO WASH MY FACE.

The only good thing today is that my gc is functioning once again. Though for how long, I don't know.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

6:06 PM

Oh my I forgot. 3 days back (or, the fateful day my handphone got STOLEN) was jean henri dunant's birthday! (: That's the handsome founder of red cross. I still remember last year when the year actually met up to sing him a birthday song :\ Year outing this june! :D

I really hate being at home. All I do is eat, from the moment I wake up till the moment I sleep. I eat even when I'm full. I guess it's cos there's nothing much else you can do here. And my mum loves buying food. Also the house is like a JUNGLE. Frankly it's been a really really bad commitment on my parents' part to not get a maid again. Because everyone in this family are downright lazy pigs who don't know how to clean up after themselves. Okay that's including me. Maybe it was a mistake right from the start to hire maids, because I have this feeling my younger brother doesn't know the meaning of 'clean' at all. I used to (okay now too) share a bedroom with him but now I absolutely refuse to sleep in it, it's a junkyard. I've invaded my kor's room. So now the house is so messy and gross it's really not fit for human viewing. Or living, for that matter. Can't wait to move out and live in a nice clean house one day.

Read a few of my past entries, the times when I just joined council. Haha the posts sound much much more enthusiastic than they do now. Maybe it's because that was a time when we were all fresh and full of passion, filled with vision and adrenalin for the whole term. Now I'm just run dry and I'm tired.

You know, during invest rehearsals when I watched the 28ths sing their batchsong. They looked so full of zest and hope for their coming term. At that moment I felt so old and obsolete. Maybe because we are ): Old and obsolete.

If life's going to be this tiring all the time I am so not going to continue living. 2 years of late nights and stress and too much passion has left me nothing but zombified. I can't imagine 50 more years of this.

And okay okay I'll stop being emo just wait a few more days can?

11:45 AM

Was writing letters to 27ths and I felt so sad every letter I wrote. Especially when it came to the sentence 'keep in contact okay' because it's just so impossible to. I've taken so many people I loved for granted, just because I saw them almost every day the past 1.5years. How do you continue staying in contact with people you don't talk on msn to, don't email to and have nothing in common with, after your term and worse, after RJ?

There's always that strong optimism that 'love will find a way', but when the way is blocked by brick walls you have to hack through all the way, strong optimism brings you no further than despondence would.

Aiyah.

I should just continue catching up with homework. I'm so behind I have no hope of doing well for cts2. And that thought really, really, really sucks.

6:40 AM

I'd fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
as reality is crashing to the floor;

Friday, May 09, 2008

2:43 PM

Today. Was quite a shitty day.

Went for rugby matchsupport. There I learnt that it's not just the match for which you cheer your heart out. It's also for your loved ones around you that you do.

I missed my 27ths, they all went for soccer ):

Anyway ashvin got injured and sent to the hospital. The last save he made was really, really really self-sacrificial and he just killed himself making it.

Soccer and rugby lost today. I'm very very sad for them. They train so damn hard.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

1:21 PM

So Final Night is over.

It didn't go really as I thought it would, I guess perhaps because of the mad whirl of activity that happened since monday, what with late-night rehearsals, chionging dept head presents and buddy presents. Returning home at midnight every day, having to rush out letters and hope that you haven't missed out anything.

I guess it kind of spoilt the whole emo-mood thing because everyone was just so tired.

Anyway 28th invest was in the afternoon. Crazy camwhoring period haha. Everyone was trying to take pictures with everyone. Houseds, departments, functions, and even many weird weird categories. Haha our housed was joking that soon someone's going to call out for people who wear specs, or have ears, or have been pimped by jiening to come out and take group photo. Lol.

After invest grace and I rushed out to orchard to get presents stuff. It was damn crazy, we had so little time. We had to split up to get stuff and the thing was I didn't have a handphone! Luckily we always happened to meet up at exactly the same time haha.

Final Night. Cheo was first to present about commzd and I started crying already. Haha. But I didn't even cry at zhiwen's, cos zhiwen tried so hard to make it straightforward and emo-less so he wouldn't cry. He even refused to hug us in front of everyone cos he was afraid of crying haha I love zhiwen! Anywayyyyyyy big disclaimer: the sianghuat-jiening scandal that hh housed presented about is TOTALLY baseless. It's some stupid thing yiran started that is NOT TRUE it's just an inside joke haha I'm sick of people coming up to me and saying 'eh I din know you and sh had something going on!' COS I DONT! Lousy yiran. But yeah alot of our inter-council scandals floated up during the night hehe.

I didn't cry or anything during any other presentations. Only when jean found me and hugged me then I started crying ):

The candle ceremony was the saddest thing ever. When we were waiting for it to happen I went around hugging people and I just felt so so so so so so sad. I was just bawling all over ashvin and he was telling me over and over again that it's really not over yet and we're still friends and I even made him pinky-promise me to stay friends forever. Then I saw hweeleong and started bawling all over him too. My buddy was just standing behind me looking really lost and scared (sorry buddy!) while hweeleong's buddy was scolding him for not taking care of me.

Then the candle ceremony started. And I just cried through the whole thing. Melho who was standing next to me was really quite scared by how badly I was crying I think. Bleh. The whole 'passing our flame to our buddies then blowing out our candles' thing was so. I really couldn't bear to blow out my flame. I really wanted to keep it burning forever and ever and ever. ):

And the burning of our reflections thing!! Omg. The presidents kept our goals-for-our-term reflections! I was so shocked. We burned the whole lot and I cried somemore.

We ended with loads of singing. Then was the mass hugging time where I just bawled alot alot and scared many people. Someone said I looked as if I was drowning in my own tears lol. When mandy and I found each other we just kept calling each other losers for crying so much and being so stupid. Everytimg I saw grace we'll start crying again and she'll scold me for making her cry. I made cheo pink-promise me he'll organise an Easties outing. I made zhiying pinky-promise-with-the-thumb to study together for cts2.

Then we went home after a while of emo-ing. So tired.

I went home, read all my little notes then went to bed.

I'm still kind of emo now, but so tired. Everyone was so tired today.

I hate school. School sucks. It's all because of school that I can't emo.

Anyway. It just ended like that. So abruptly.

It's really not fair is it. That we put in so much, and we don't even get any time to reflect about our successes and failures, any time to enjoy each other's company longer.

So now I'm officially not a councillor anymore.

So don't wait
for someone to tell you it's too late
Cause these are the best days
There's always something tomorrow
So I saw let's make the best of tonight
Yeah, let's make the best of tonight
Here comes the rest of our lives;

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

7:05 PM

I really never though this was coming.

I really, really never saw it.

And now all I can do is to sink in the nostalgia and regret all the things I haven't done.
Again and again and again and again.

And yes the world continues to turn on its axis. And no one will empathise, or even truly understand how we can revel in the craziness and soul-sucking that is of our council term. But only we know how much blood and sweat, tears and joy we've put into everything we do.

5:59 PM

We've stuck through it all, and we'll never forget,

The joys that we've had, and the tears that we've shared,

And no matter where our lives may throw us,

We'll always be, 27ths-- forever.

***

5:44 PM

It's final night tomorrow and I'm all in the mood to emo already.

Why is everything ending so fast?

I've only gotten to really really love council this year. And all the new friends I've made.

I feel so lost already.

No more returning home late nights. No more staying up to chiong council stuff. No more weird housed meetings when we bitch about everything and everyone under the sun.

No more anything.

I've got so much to say but I just don't know how to say it.

But I guess everything can be rounded up really easily by these few words: I truly, sincerely enjoyed every single moment of it. And even if I could re-live my life, I'd make the same decision over again.

5:18 PM

Mandy lost her handphone about a month back.

Jean's handphone fell between the train platform last week.

Now my handphone got stolen right in front of me and my housed's eyes.

And just when I thought the really horrible day couldn't get worse.

We were sitting at macs happily bitching loudly about the whole world. Then as we were about to leave I put my handphone down to pack my bag. And the next thing we knew, my handphone was GONE. Grace and joseph kept calling it but it was switched off. The funny thing was, we didn't see anyone come near our table at all. Except there was this weird indian guy sitting and eating behind us who was STARING AT US THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE THERE. When I went up to him and just said 'Sorry excuse me-' he immediately said 'No sorry'. Like wth how would he know what I was about to ask him. Joseph helped me trail him for a while. Then he came back saying the guy was outside smoking, so we all went to confront him. Okay actually only joseph did, cos grace and I were too scared. The guy said that he really didn't take it and he was sitting behind us all the time, and that the only time my hp could have been lost was when the malay woman cleared my tray. Like wth the malay woman cleared my tray like half an hour BEFORE I lost it??? What was he doing staring at us watching the malay woman clear our trays since half an hour back??

RARRR. We just let him go cos what else could we have said?

I miss my handphone so bad. It's really ugly and the screen's cracked and spoilt and sean's ugly face is on it. But it has so much memories in it. All my photos and contacts and pictures, all gone like that. Asshole.

Today was a damn damn damn bad day. The WHOLE DAY was screwed up. It's so screwed up I don't even wanna continue talking about it. Just like how I just said one vulgarity and it started raining. And I was about to walk out to j8 -.-

But thanks grace and joseph loadssss cos they stayed back very long with me to check and double-check that it wasn't in some ulu corner. And also to yanneng and walter for walking to j8 with me and listening me angst abt my day when stupid tanhweeleong pangsehed me.

TOMORROW IS FINAL NIGHT.

CAN ANYTHING GET BETTER?

):

Sunday, May 04, 2008

1:48 PM

Sometimes when everyone else isn't trying,

it just makes it seem like you're trying too hard.

11:56 AM

Wah bombz next week's schedule is some crazy thing.

Invest rehearsals till 10pm monday and tuesday. Final night till 9.30. Eh how come final night can only be till 9.30 yet rehearsals can last till 10pm? This is not right. Grassroots interviews on thursday. There's something on on friday I can't remember what :\

Sigh.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

6:12 PM

Yesterday was the last friday of our term.

That's what cheo said. Which made sean almost throw his h3 book away and eat dinner together with a few other councillors. Lol.

Yesterday was some mad rush to chiong all our h3 stuff, all because we never paid attention in lessons and never cared about anything. Boys and girls, never learn from us. We did it all because we are elitist assholes, as exemplified by what sean said: 'I don't care, I'm going to get the most undeserved distinction in the history of h3 econs.' Bravo.

But rarrr I wanted so much to spend it emo-ing about council ): It's so unfair final night should have been next next wednesday ): the whole day sean just kept saying stuff like '5 more days to the end of our term.' like NONSTOP until I wanted to throw my book at him ):

Oh I went around shaking hands of all the smartest people around! :D Omg when I shook yeong liqian's hand, I could literally FEEL the instant rush of intellect from his hand to my brain ahaha. And hweeleong and his 3 dean's lists! :D Oh darn I just remembered I didn't shake juanhe's hand.

Today is the last saturday of our term.

H3 exam was okay la. As long as I didn't write out of point for all the freaking high weightage essays I should do okay hopefully.

Spent the afternoon being a Friend of Internal Welfare cos I had no one to go out with aha.

Anyway mandy and I (once again) freely admit we're assholes for always ponning class stuff. Like class dinner today (but we din eat dinner at all!) and right before dance night (which we spent camwhoring with 27ths) and right after dance night (also spent camwhoring) sorry )): But it's really hard to not get too enthusiastic abt council and councillors now our term is only 4 days till its end date ):

Dance night was quite awesome, the lights were fantastic! And the lighting in the area too we took alot of nice nice photos :D Aha I abuse mandy's camera alot :D thanks dear :D

Tomorrow is the last sunday of our term. I think I SHOULD spend some part of it catching up with homework (which I've hardly touched since... cts1? :S) but the urge to emo and I dunno slack is damn tempting. Like H3 ENDED.

Day after tomorrow is the last monday of our term. After rugby match support (which I'm totally going to watch) I really want to come back to school and sit outside the council room until 11pm to study and emo. Shucks I think we're really damn loser. Everytime we have nothing to do we just sit at the council room there and socialise. Eh but anyone wants to do that with me or not? We only have a few more days to do that. Cos I dun wanna turn into a councilroom guardian after I step down heh so um. I'll try not to go there so often anymore ):

Okay. Shan't look even further ahead.

All good things come to an end.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

4:57 PM

Rarr there is something wrong with me nowadays once it passes 11pm my eyes turn tired and foggy. 11pm! And I've been sleeping alot alot these few days lol. Like every 1 or 2 pages of my h3 textbook I'll fall asleep for at least 15-30 mins.

Sigh.

Die.

4:18 PM

This is totally something that should arise just as our term is about to come to an end.

How about everyone just forget it, let bygones be bygones for the sake of all the friendships and bonds we've forged our whole term?

It's really not worth it, is it.