Monday, September 27, 2010

12:54 AM

My life is damn sad. On my second day back in London, I got pickpocketed wtf. £250. And my IC for the second time. FML.

But yeah everyone was very nice to me so I feel better! In fact, today audrey and I have been super high for no reason haha. We spent like half an hour in the kitchen just laughing nonstop and our conversation went like this: "I am a cookie!!!" "I am a mango!!" "shit I can't stop laughing!!!" " let's stare at the olive oil bottle for fun!!" and we were laughing so hard at the utter absurdity of what we were saying that we teared and had tummy aches. Eddison totally daoed us and went to his room to ogle at his friends' biceps -.- Hahaha I love audrey omg she is like the sister I never had. We realised we have DAMN similar tastes and habits!! (okay except the fact that she's super extremely OCD and I'm a total slob) Our convos are constantly being interjected with 'OMG YAH's. Eddison is damn amazed at the fact that we can talk and talk for HOURS on end. Seriously we talk nonstop to each other from the moment we wake until the moment we sleep it's damn funny haha. I think he's feeling left out lol cos we always dao him when he tries to join in the convo :P

Okay today has been a super tiring day! Very sad auds starts school tmr. I think the 3 of us won't be having as much fun once school starts, confirm very busy :/ oh well. Hopefully it'll be okay (:

Friday, September 24, 2010

11:13 PM

Reached London safely (:

I finally understood what having mixed feelings was really like when London came into view through the windows of the airplane.

But I'm very happy to be here with my new housemates! (: They are so awesome. Eds came down to welcome me and carry all my stuff up; audrey cooked supper for me; and the whole house had been rather thoroughly cleaned and decorated already! Most of my essential furniture had been bought for me (many many trips down to ikea on their part)-- only assembly required. There are trays labelled with my name for my stuff, heaters turned on just for me (auds even offered to make my bed for me omg). Although I'm super tired and sad about leaving singapore, I really can't help but feel content (: This really feels like home!

Alright! Life will be awesome. And I will wake up tmr and mad London life will truly begin!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

5:20 PM

Still can't believe I'm flying off tmr afternoon.

Okay sorry for choosing such a horridly timed flight. When I choose a nice timing people say I act popular; when I choose an ulu timing people scold me. There's just no pleasing anyone tsk tsk. Haha.

I really had an awesome summer. Okay it wasn't the best time of my life (award goes to j2 which was mega awesome), but I'd have to say I really appreciated every small or big thing that came my way these 3 months. I'm very happy my friends still made time for me even after school started (: Thought I'd be very free the last month but everything surprisingly got busier!

Will really miss everyone-- nette and jeremy who I saw every week yay (though nette got too busy when med started ):), mumsy my shopping kaki, melzhu the longlost soulmate, the 27ths who never fail to make my day brighter, my classmates with all the frequent gatherings where we do stupid stuff, pubbers although they only know how to suan me (most of them are coming to the uk too aha but different sch lah also v hard to meet up right), and all the other random friends who are willing to go out with me when I was bored!

Life will be so different when I get back to London. Here I have so many friends that there simply wasn't any time to feel lonely. There I will have to learn to be more independent I guess. It's a good lifeskill which I must learn! When I get off the plane in 24hours I will take a deep breath of London air and start my London life afresh. No more being depressed about being alone! I will get used to it. I will not be distracted about my loserness and concentrate on studying hard! Yes.

BYE BYE SINGAPORE HI LONDON.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

8:49 PM

Hahaha I am an awesome fb stalker seriously. I managed to stalk out an eyecandy without knowing his name or anything about him except his face which I've only seen twice before. Okay it took me 3 hours longer than it should, but still! I am awesome. Yah la I am that bored can. I really don't wanna start packingg.

And okay I'm not desperate hahaha it's just that when something is so hard to find you just WANT to find it!!! Sense of accomplishment :D But I must say that curiosity really killed the cat-- I found out that he is actually like a zillion years younger than me (ok la 3. freaking hell I eyecandied a J1 dude) even though he looks so much older than me and I am very sad. ): Now I feel like a crib-snatching old hag. Zz.

I EYECANDIED A DUDE YOUNGER THAN MY YOUNGER BROTHER HOW GROSS IS THAT

2:24 PM

Monday-- medicine people day! Met nette and her friends in the morning to go jurong birdpark hahaha. Okay the birds are very pretty. Spent like 6 hours there looking at them! Then met sean for early dinner, together with his friend ziwei. We had a very fun time trying to matchmake each other to different mutual friends LOL. Super funny.

Tuesday-- classmates day! Saw kiat in the morning for an early lunch, the went out with mumsy shoppingg. She persuaded me to buy a pair of pretty heels )): SO WASTED I am totally not gna wear them in london wth???? Waste my luggage space ))): Hahaha. Halfway through we bumped into gerrardlai who looked super hostile and RAN AWAY FROM US WHEN I WENT TO THROW SOMETHING AWAY IN THE RUBBISH BIN. He really sprinted out of the shop LOL what an ass (ok he later said he had to meet a friend -.-). Went to ben's house!! Hahaha super fail potluck consisted of many packets of chips and greentea :P so we had to order pizza in. But it was awesome to have mooncakes and sparklers!! :D SPARKLERS ROCK. hahaha yay love my class.

Today-- picnic at marina barrage with mel (: while picnicking A THUNDERSTORM BEGAN AND IT STARTED DRIZZLING OMG STORY OF MY LIFE (pls refer to previous entry about suntanning in sentosa -.-). But before that it was very nice haha! We had sushi and creamcheese salami ham sandwiches (: Then we went shoppingg yay luckily I didn't buy anything, I shop too much! ): thanks to mumsy.

Oh no I really cannot believe I have only 1 more day left in singapore this is so surreal and tragic!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

6:03 AM

I AM VERY SAD OMG

I put on so much weight that my jeggings, which used to look like normal skinny jeans on me, DON'T FIT ME ANYMOREEEE

)))))): the weighing scale says I've put on 6kg in total ))): wtf

I always comfort myself by saying that I'm going to lose all this weight again back in London BUT what if I don't????? )))))): what if I continue eating like a pig and putting on weight until I become obese??? It sucks that my metabolism isn't as super awesome as it was before, I hate guys seriously all the shit they can eat without gaining weight.

Of course the good thing about gaining weight is gaining some boobs (yay) but truthfully I'd rather be a flat stick than be fat and have boobs hahahaha

Anyway I was just thinking just now that even though I really really don't wanna go back to London, I HAVE to. It's the only way I'll ever learn to appreciate what I have. Even if I stay in s'pore sooner or later I'm just going to complain about how boring it is.... it's amazing all the torture we put ourselves through just to realise such a simple thing-- that what we already have is awesome enough. This time, going back to London is going to be worse than last year. It's the whole thing about finally knowing what you've lost, gaining it back and then losing it again. It's much more painful than losing it forever don't you think? Ugh I think I will cry for a few days ):

Sunday, September 19, 2010

2:37 PM

Last weekend with jeremy ): I am feeling sad.

We spent sat afternoon on chatroulette and omegle in a random restaurant haha. LOL. Don't ever go chatroulette if you want to remain sane. I have repressed memories from being on that site. It is PORN. yucks yucks yucks luckily I managed to avert my eyes quickly enough 99.9% of the time (repressing out that 0.1%, TRAUMA).

Omegle was funnier! Also chock full of perverts, but since its a chat site at least no chance of seeing anything we shouldn't see!

Night was mandy's musical (: MANDY IS DA BITCH.

Sunday YAY first time in 3 months that we were both early for church :D and I saw my cute guy :D and another new cute guy :D Sadly our resolution to keep awake during sermon wavered... but hey nice try right. We are terrible christians I'm afraid ): Need to do something about that this year. And then we were really bored, so I suggested making a pretty butterfly lantern for his gf! (: WHAT A BAD IDEA. OMG. As bad as my bright idea to bake a strawberry cake a few weeks back. Let's just say it was the 2 longest hours of our lives, which still left us with a product that left much to be desired ugh. Fugly butterfly latern ):

More goodbyes next week sigh ):

Friday, September 17, 2010

9:00 PM

Today yijun and I went to joel's house to chat and catch up. Yay rosebery dessert gang! (: Celebrated joel's birthday by buying a pint of bnj's reeses icecream (yums) and sticking in a few yakult straws as pretend candles. Haha. We are so lame.

ANYWAY, I am very happy to say that joel apparently loves my cooking HAHAHAHHAA his mother accidentally revealed this secret by telling me that he always complains that his hallmate cooks better than she does. TAKE THAT you disbelievers of my extraordinary culinary skills!!!! HEHEHEHE. okay maybe his mum just cooks really terribly BUT DONT RAIN ON MY PARADE.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

4:03 PM

Shopping in JB with sharon is THE FUNNIEST THING EVER. Two girls going to JB alone without any pre-planning = disaster hahaha.

The customs officer asked me where I was heading to in JB. I smiled at him and replied 'no idea!! shopping!!' and he couldn't stop laughing lol.

Anyway yes shopping in JB sucks cos all the clothes suck. But the food is cheap!! We finished a pint of baskin robbins between ourselves whee :D And because there was nothing to do... I went for a manicure, she dyed her her and we both got a haircut. HAHA. YES A SECOND HAIRCUT. Yay my hair actually looks cut now :D

Don't wanna go back zomg

3:56 PM

Do I want to fall in again?

That is a very good question.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

5:27 PM

RARR. I am damn pissed.

Wanted a haircut before I flew off. Didn't realise today was my usual guy's off day, so got another dude to do it. I AM DAMN PISSED. He hardly even CUT my hair lah wth!!!!! It was like an hour long head massage + hairwash + blowdrying session. MY HAIR LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME AS BEFORE. When I told him to 'cut it shorter' he said okay (it's totally not shorter PLEASE). When he was done with it, I told him to layer it more but he gave me a hellload of reasons why I shouldn't have it layered further. Wtf MY DUDE LAYERED MY HAIR AND IT TURNED OUT AWESOME WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT TOO. Grrrrrrr damn pissed.

Now I feel like cutting my hair AGAIN. Stupid.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

6:17 PM

AHHHHH I AM SO FAT NOW. )))):

Cannot stand it I feel like I'm SWIMMING in fats grarrrr. After xlb buffet on thursday night, today night was jap buffet @ bukit timah (bye bye 56bucks haha)! I actually MISS the time when I was ultra super wayy too skinny. Seriously. I felt a zillion times better and healthier even. I shall go cycle in the gym for 2 hours tmr!!!

And yesterday's hari raya celebs was SO FAIL. Jeremy and I happily walked all the way to geylang serai market in hopes of joining in the festivity... and when we reached there it was totally closed. Nothing. He whipped his hp out and saw the reply from his gf after he told her where we were going: 'huh why did you guys go there? they're all out visiting won't it be closed?' gg never research-.- so we went to town to shop instead haha!

Yes jap buffet today was..... not bad lah. Must admit that the food was good and we definitely ate a solid amount. But I guess you just won't feel so elated about spending the 56bucks when its your second buffet in 3 days though.

1.5 more weeks ): It has hit me that 1.5 weeks really isn't enough time to see all the friends I wanna see one more time before I fly back though, and that makes me feel very sad. I'm already mentally saying good bye to some friends how sucky is that ):

travelled half the world to say; you are my muse

Thursday, September 09, 2010

8:29 PM

Yay such a happy day I must talk about it! Met nette after like 3 weeks, lousy woman -.- And we talked about the usual stuffs... haha it's funny the way we talk about every single thing that's happened in our lives, I feel like I can narrate to you everything she's done for the past week! Was pulled into nus cos the woman had to attend some briefing. I must say that nus medicine.. somehow feels rather comfortable. It's not surprising seeing how such an overwhelming percentage of RJ kids get into there every year- it's like every corner you turn there's someone familiar! Sean once asked me why I didn't take medicine cos he could totally picture me being a doctor (not that I can :/) and I admit that I've thought about that before. I guess if I wasn't so squeamish about blood and needles I might actually be there with everybody else haha. But oh well! I do really like what I do now.

Left nette to hang with sean and hweeleong, since she wanted to study. Haha had our usual round of stupid questions ("moobs or potbelly", "hair ears or hairy armpits" lol) and bitching and now I feel like I know everyone in medicine personally, what with all my good friends being there -.- I should stop eating so much dessert as well oh man I am REALLY getting fat I hate this!!!!

Met my class after for xiaolongbao + steamboat buffet @ crystaljade!! whoohoo!! Haha very surprisingly quite a large number turned up, considering that we started at 1030pm (: omg 165 xlbs!! They just kept comin' the other table was staring in shock ahaha. I'm still up super late cos I'm wayyyy too full to sleep. Ugh. I feel like I cannot eat for the next few days. Cannot believe I agreed to having a jap buffet with the 27ths this saturdayyy zomg will DIE.

Ah okay tmr is hari raya :D going to celebrate it the malay way man!!

What I am to you, is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you, is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains,
And I'll ask for the sea.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

6:29 PM

Over the weekend I learned something-- 13 year old boys and 20+ year old guys are really no different -.- they all like to say gross things and be gross.

Chalet with the scholars, had an awesome time! Sadly it was severely underrepresented by the female population :/ Which meant that most of the time went to teasing the minority= 2 of us. Thankfully there was sharon who is SO CUTE. She is the ditsiest thing alive, and that's saying something seeing the number of really bimbo friends I know aha. She is like the new and improved version of shimin!!! haha. We had a very good time teaching her how to do card tricks and watching her screw them up :P

And yesterday I helped out with some programme which involved taking care of 25 sec1 neighborhood school boys and boy can 13 yos be gross. There is something wildly disturbing but extremely amusing about having one hitting on you lol. One boy spent an hour trying to persuade me to go with him on the nightwalk, cos 'girls will grab guys when they are scared' wtf. And the gross things they've learnt and dare to say to you! When I was a 13 yo I was such an innocent little girl lah!!! Kids these days (omg I sound like an old auntie!!). Haha okay lah I'm sure they were totally kidding but seriously wow young kids. But grossness aside they can surprisingly be very gentlemanly at times (: something I really didn't expect from little ahbengs aha is that being elitist I hope not.

I forgot what deep things I wanted to write about! Ah well.

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

6:58 PM

Hahaha its 2am and audrey and I are still very excitedly scouring the ikea website for stuff to decorate our future apartment in! :D It's going to be AWESOME whoo hooooo

/edit/ AHH cannot stand it soo many pretty things we could do!!! Wish we could drill holes and paint walls and retile ugly bathrooms, and that we had all the money in the world. But then we wouldn't need to study already hahaha we'd become fulltime contractors zz