Wednesday, February 27, 2008

2:38 PM

I don't understand why some people just choose to make the life of others their soul-set purpose in living. Some past wise words from ali- my morrie-in-living as it happens: when we degrade ourselves into critical and judgmental bitches (he said that), sometimes we ought to realise that others may find as much fault in our person as we have theirs.

I'm not defending myself. I'm defending my freedom of action.

Anyway this week is damn no deal.

Keep trying to take short naps that somehow turn into 3hr long naps. And still wake up tired and unwilling to work.

It'll soon be over!

Monday, February 25, 2008

4:55 PM

I'm like digging up past word docs in this com here to look for potential entries for writer's guild hahaha. Omg I never knew I used to write such stuff.

Anyway there're sooo many interesting documents in my com omg. I never realised how fun my rg life was. One day when I take a break I shall properly look through everything haha.

I found this line--
I'm sorry for being me;
But thank you for being you.

Awww so sweet.

Anyway went out to mug and chill out with mum ali and sean today. Damn fun. Talk abt it another time, I've wasted enough time!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

3:52 PM

Dramafest ended yesterday. Loved MT's loads (really!) but we didn't get anything haha I guess sometimes some things are just like that huh. And the judges are damn bad I'm sure they didn't mention daryl I loved daryl! Especially that bf gf scene so sweet (:

Anyway excellent jobb DF ppl you guys really did great :D

Haha saturday was h3econs again. Wah lao everyone there are DAMN MUGGER. Damn damn damn mugger. They like read the whole textbook beforehand and did all the questions inside alr or something -.- Oh please la. And the hc people whole day wear their uniforms/ I <3 style="font-style: italic;">especially the the 2 stupid ac guys) were just blindly answering and cracking lame jokes which weren't funny and making everyone (except us 4 at the back) laugh hysterically -.- If the answers given were at least some intellectual guessing to the question instead of brainless and inaccurate parroting of the textbook maybe mandy and I wouldn't have spent 3 hours rolling our eyes at each other.

During the 1/2hr break it seems like only a few ppl (including us 4) went down to eat. The rest stayed back to mug the textbook again -.- Haha when we came back mandy and I started this really loud convo:

mandy: OH WOW JIENING YOU FINISHED READING THE WHOLE TEXTBOOK ALREADY?
me: Haha OF COURSE. So easy please I read once and I understood everything!
mandy: Ha I'm even better than you. I took only 1hr to finish the whole book?
me: Wah. And you haven't even gotten your textbook!
mandy: Oh please. I just went down to the bookstore and flipped through the book, and I memorised EVERYTHING!

Hahaha then we started laughing like crazy. Retarded omg. Seriouslyyyy. Get a life -.- Before and after the 3 hour lesson, all we heard from the other students were discussions about the topic -.- eh pls 3 hours enough alr. -.- wah lao. If I were elitist I'd say smart people just dont need to mug as hard (and we'll still pwn your ass). Hahaha. But okay la the way those people mug I guess they have a higher chance of pwning our ass. But we'll find out soon, no? (:

Friday, February 22, 2008

3:47 PM

I'm excited for dramafest tmr! Like I dunno why I'm excited that jean's acting (I just found out today! :D) hahaha GO JEAN I LOVE YOU!

3:37 PM

Love ian (hottie) for staying back after O2 to help me design the mt df board even though he's bw (: love ngiamz for always making sure I'm okay and for all the encouragement. love yannengz for saying 'omg jiening you're so pretty' today hahaha :D love hweeleong for the crash course for econs early this morning as well as all the other times he so willingly sat down and taught me chem/ math><

I feel so bad for having thrown a bitchfit at joseph (again!) this morning and always ordering him about just because I know he feels obligated to since he asked me to do up the df board. Haha I need to control my diva temperrr!

O2 was pretty sian-ed for me most of the time. I was a total wet blanket ): Like daoing people and giving black face I think my OG was abit disconcerted cos I was this hyperactive thing during orientation. But lubbs my OG for trying so hard to cheer me up! I love you guys sooooooooooooooooooox9383840 much too (: And oh I learnt alot of stuff hehe :D

GO DRAMAFESTTTT :D Get to watch tmr! yay!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

4:46 PM

Omg! I was so cute last time! :D

Hahaha ngiam was looking through his childhood photos so I decided to see who was cuter last time!

Me obviously (:

4:22 PM

Today was seriously no deal at all.

Freaking pissed off at SOMEONE wahlao asshole @()&#*(Y$@#!#U()!#

Plus I returned home at 11plus cos of the stupid DF board thing. Which I haven't finished anyway -.-

But I love juanhe so much. He saw me one man showing the DF board and insisted on staying back in school and helping me till I went home <33333 juanhe rocks. Haha yah la and jevon too! And mandy and hweeleong for sharing their dinner with me (:

K. Tired. O2 tmr. Pls dun screw up or I'll feel really sad for poor ocomm ):

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

2:10 PM

Everybody cries, everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing.
That's the beauty of it- when you lose your way,
Close your eyes, and go to sleep, and wake up to
Another day.

Haha I should really cut my habit of going home late every day when I don't need to! I've taken to slacking in the councilroom/ random places after school even when I don't have anything on. Reach home alr damn tired.

Interviews started today! Haha holding room duty quite fun la. Sit there got free aircon, conducive for studying (:

TIRED. TIREDDD.

Everyone's so stressed and tired out nowadays. Keep seeing red-eyed councilors wandering arnd looking zombified all over the place I feel so sad for everyone ):

JIAYOU OCOMMERS!! JIAYOU CC-ERS!! JIAYOU ELECTIONS!!! JIAYOU DRAMAFESTE/ JOSEPH + ALLY!! ((: JIAYOU 27THS!!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

2:28 PM

This was damn coincidental:

BreakfastwithNgiam! says:
i have no idea what passage to use.
jiening. king of endless worth says:
haha oh
jiening. king of endless worth says:
matthew has many good chapters!
jiening. king of endless worth says:
wait im asking my friendd to recommendd some
BreakfastwithNgiam! says:
haha good suggestion
BreakfastwithNgiam! says:
how about 6?
jiening. king of endless worth says:
hahahaha my pastor did matthew 6 in service today! :D

At the same time in another convo:

jiening. king of endless worth says:
haha got any bible passages to reccomend
JJ says:
recommend for sharing?
JJ says:
oh excellent ones
JJ says:
matthew chapter 5, 6 and 7

I just laughed my head off God really does want matthew chapter 6 this tuesday morning huh.
hahahaha.

Anyway praise God for all the good stuff that's been happening in my life recently! :D

1:05 PM

No mood to study AT ALL. ): still freaking tired from take5 prep.

Hopefully tmr'll be better.

Aha (:

Saturday, February 16, 2008

3:25 PM

Yay I passed my grade8 theory :D

I want to fill this new frame;
But it's empty

9:15 AM

H3 econs at smu today.

Strangely the only people who were not paying attention/ falling asleep were us (kovan melho sean me) :\ Okay well it's actually quite interesting but ahhh 3h and with what little sleep I had I was dyng :\

Went home and crashed again. Still very very tired aha.

Shiiiit got alot of work to do

Friday, February 15, 2008

3:47 PM

Yay! :D

Vday was damn good! :D Aha omg I felt so loveddd. I didn't expect anything much yet I got so much out of it :D

Thankyouthankyouthankyou! :D esp to the ppl who gave me flowers aha SO NICE!! My housed guys ashvin wj kwok+von MEL jl jianhui+melvyn mt08 I LOVE YOU GUYS TOOO. Haha my og signed off as 'times new romance' and I laughed my head off.

After lessons mandy and I went off to help take5 comm in setup. It was plain saigang >< Okay la there were quite a number of nice moments and the sea breeze was damn damn nice. Then of course there were many armbreaking experiences. Like when jean told me to singlehandedly load 300 chairs onto the small trolley and wheel them all the way to backstage o.o We all slept damn late. I slept the most out of the girls alr, haha 1 hour because I fell asleep waiting for my turn to bathe. Poor mandy only had 10 mins :\

Take5! I LOVE FIVE AND THE BOYAHS (: yay!

After that went out with my og. Aha was being a wet blanket cos I was freaking tired. They wanted to go back to the beach/ play pool and I din want to, so we settled for staying in white sands and chatting. Haha quite funny! :D sorry I kept falling asleep halfway aha.

Went home and immediately crashed.

Got back my sat results. Haha not too bad la considering I din really have time to study! My kor says I still have a fighting chance of getting into a good us uni. So even if it isn't spectacular I DONT CARE I dun want to take againnnn :D

Okay back to sleep my vision is swimming. H3 econs start tmr! ): haha got our passes WE'RE SMU STUDENTS.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

2:56 PM

Looks like vday this year is going to be quite lame :\

Haha. No more class lonely hearts dinner I guess.

Damn tireddd want to sleeppp

Monday, February 11, 2008

3:51 PM

Mum is the bimbo of the world, figuratively and literally. While trying to answer econs questions for our presentation together:

minqi <3 RAFFLESROW ok hum ji ning is going to die says:
eh i can't find the answer!
jiening. yeominqi needs to CHILL (: says:
how about trying ctrl f?
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW ok hum ji ning is going to die says:
wha't s that?
jiening. yeominqi needs to CHILL (: says:
-.-
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW ok hum ji ning is going to die says:
is that a trick -.-
jiening. yeominqi needs to CHILL (: says:
try ctrl f
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW ok hum ji ning is going to die says:
i tried!
jiening. yeominqi needs to CHILL (: says:
omg MUM

SERIOUSLY omg I'm sure really go and press ctrl f o.o

Noms meeting just went past. Woah. I'm really quite glad to be able to be part of the elections process. Like cheo said, it's like going one full circle. Just last year around the same time we were on the right. Now we're sitting on the left as part of the elections comm. Woah so symbolic aha.

And like many people are starting to realise, it means that the END OF OUR TERM IS COMING. Doomsday omg.

I promise and promise again to cherish every every single day of my life as a councilor. Yesterday today every day until someone has to grab me and pull council away from meee by force.

Already I am starting to dread days without council work. It's like whenever I plan for the next day and I can't think of any council work I panic and wonder what I'm missing out on. Everytime I end school early and have nothing on I never dare to go back home, cos it just doesn't feel right. \:

Aiyah angst lor.

When all around has fallen out
When I forget what I'm about
Sometimes the best that I can do
Is to desire to desire You.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

4:33 PM

Sundays with House D. Lol.

Today we had our usual crappy sunday housed meetings. Nvm zhiwen treated us all! :D Cos I finally returned him like 300plus bucks from the house funds. Yay. He says the next time he'll be treating us will be final night... ): Zomg ): Final night is COMING. 3 more months :S

5hours wah lao and zhiwen said 2.5 hours only. But as joseph said, zw can never estimate meeting times well. And there I was getting my hopes up of meeting my oglings for dinner.

Nvmz I love mthoused. Even though I always curse during meetings and get damn moodswingish aha.
SORRY.

Next week is imbaaaaaa busyyyyyyyyy

Saturday, February 09, 2008

12:55 PM

Decor outing at nicky's house! :D

Aha okay this is during dinner.

Haha decor plus john cheo who crashed nicky's house at 10.30 lol

I like this photo. Nicky took it hahaha poor shuhan!

We spent the whole night laughing at shuhan/me and gambling. Just sat to watch them cos I DONT GAMBLE (yah la I'm muslim) but the whole thing was damn funny aha.

Everyone (except maybe me ben nicky) complained about the distance so... next time go hanson's house, central xD aha yay! But nicky's house is so nice.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

4:04 PM

Aha.

I'm on the last question on math 12A2! And I'm almost done with the stupid bio tutorial! Woots. I'm going to be a good mugger this year. Seriously!

Decor outing tomorrow. Can't wait like seriously. Decor rocks (: Haha was looking through oprep photos last night or something and I really miss oprep! Dry run 1, 2, decor late night saigangs... Omg okay I shall stop before I get emo. Haha cny cannot emo!

Get hongbaos. Grow fat. Life rocks.

I pray for Your wisdom, o God
And a heart that's sincere
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

5:15 PM

happy cny (:

5:00 AM

My dearest yearmates aha. From left shihua weiming luvy xue (face blocked :D) hung han peien chet tian dawn leech jess me! yen rach missing ):

:D

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

1:48 PM

Aha good day today!

I love mrvadi. He didn't give us an econs test today :D

Today I refused to go home early. So I sat in the canteen to talk to mandy/jerald. To laugh at jerald. Wah lao that guy try to ruin my reputation. Then I caught up with some of my oglings! anh bryan joelynn simon zhenxiao :D

Wasted the whole day sitting at the courts with my oglings and mandy cos simon and joelynn wanted to watch the bball match and insisted I went there. Damn lot of time wasted. But ahh it's hols tmr :D ahaha

Yay I'm happy! Holidays!

Monday, February 04, 2008

2:31 PM

Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robes?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows.

Father please, can't you do something?
I know You must hear My cry.
I thought I could handle a cross of this size;
Father, remind Me why,
Why does everyone want Me to die?
Oh, when will I understand why?

My precious Son, I hear them screaming,
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming.
Soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus this hurts Me much more than You know.

But in this dark hour I must do nothing,
I've heard Your unbearable cry;
The power in Your blood destroys all the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes.

Look down below, see that child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why;
She is why You must die.

1:34 PM

Haha ali told me that whenever I felt sad I should make out a list of what was bad today and what was good today, and make sure that I could think of enough good to cancel out the bad.

So the bad:
1. elections interviews. The secretariat is on strike.
2. chem test. I made alot of careless mistakes ):
3. math. Wth I haven't done so much and mrchan is moving damn damn fast I cannot catch up
4. Stupid sean and hl stole my hp and read my messages w/o my permission -.- LOL at least ask right I'll definitely show you
5. ECONS TEST TMR, HAVEN'T STUDIED

And the good!
1. Aha joking with mandy as usual LOLL scandals scandals! :D
2. MY YEARMATES (: We had a damn load of fun todayyyy lohei-ing in the canteen, eating birthday cake and chicken rice! Hahaha I LUBBS MY YEARRR <3
3. people like ali who cheer me up!
4. the exciting bball match even though they lost ): but it was a good try!
5. CNY IS COMING (:

Haha can't think of anything else but nvm at least the day ended happy!

Hopefully tmr will be a good day too. The start of the year has been so bad, the only way is up (:

Two quotes of the day today!

From mandy: It's not that it's difficult that you don't dare try; It's that you don't dare try that it's difficult.

From ali: If you aren't sitting on the edge all the time, you're taking up way too much space.

Alriiight. ECONS ahaaaaa I dunch care just FAIL.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

3:34 PM

My lower eyelid has been twitching for 3 days ):

Online it says its cos of stress and lack of sleep. But I slept so much alr! Wah lao cheat my feelings.

Finally caught up with my buddyy :D Who's hating NS. Haha. Luckily I don't have NS. And he's worrying about his As and I feel worried for him ): He said I must be there with him when his results come in and yeah I will be hopefully it'll be good news ><

Haha OKAY stop procastinating. Back to work.

2:59 PM

Staying at home studying seriously does nothing but make me grow fat. Fat fat fat.

I can't stop eating aha and my mum keeps buying chocolates and all this sinful food. Which are all supposed to last for a long time but it really doesn't work out that way, does it. Aha. DIEEE. I can actually feel my arms growing fat! Omg! Hahaha. I ate like 4 mars bars and many oreo wafer sticks and chocolate bars. I hate studying at home.

I. DETEST. newspaper articles. 8 of them by monday wth. I've only finished 3 and a half and I'm dying. I'm just writing crap and more crap and I can't even find articles to write about my dad used most of our newspapers for my doggy's litter area already :\

I love my doggy but it's old and one day it's going to die and I'm going to be very very very sad poor doggy ): Aha this is damn random. But I love my doggy! <3

Sleep is goood. I kept falling asleep while trying to study chem today. Slept until I couldn't sleep anymore. Eat then sleep then eat again confirm get heart disease when I grow old. Be happy now and let my older self suffer later!

I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it,
when it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus.

Friday, February 01, 2008

3:55 PM

Haha yay it's the weekends. Still in a rather good mood from dinner on wednesday :D

Thursday mandy and I went to SMU again, then sat at starbucks for 4hours mugging bio. Not that it helped, haha I think I still bombed the test. Couldn't remember anything at all!

These few weeks are crazy. Tests every day from this week (except weds) until next week. Chem test next monday I'm seriously dead aha I don't get chem!

Must be really disciplined and WORK this weekend. Work work work!