Monday, October 29, 2007

3:13 PM

I know what you've been hearing
I've seen you hide your fear
Embarrassed by your weaknesses
Afraid to let Me near.

I wish you knew how much I long
For you to understand
No matter what may happen, child
I'll never let go of your hand.

I know you've been forsaken
By all you've known before
When you failed their expectations
They frowned and closed the door.

But even if your heart, itself,
Should lose the will to stand
No matter what may happen, child,
I'll never let go of your hand

The life that I have given you
No one can take away.
I've sealed it with my Spirit, blood and Word.
The Everlasting Father has made His covenant with you
And He's stronger than the world you've seen and heard.

So don't you fear to show them all
The love I have for you.
I'll be with you everywhere
In everything you do.

And even if you do it wrong
And miss the joy I've planned
I'll never, never let go of your hand.

I'll never let go of your hand.

I love love this poem.

3:09 PM

You seem so dead-set in your ways,
And you think you have all the questions answered.
"I don't need God," you will say,
Yet pain shows through in all your words.

I wish there was some way I could touch you,
Something I could say to make you believe.
I wish God would show me just what to do,
Or tell me if I'm being naive.

Am I foolish to think you'll ever turn?
If you would, because of something I say?
There's still so much I have to learn--
How to keep you from going astray.

I don't know all the facts I need
To convince you of the Truth.
Yet God says with faith small as a mustart seed
I can accomplish great things, even in my youth.

With God as my guide, I can do all things
Regardless of my insecurities and fears.
I can mount up on eagle's wings,
No matter how impossible the task now appears.

He will help me, my Lord and King,
And light the path that is unclear.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

3:09 PM

minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
eh what's my first middle last name?
jesus my king of all glory says:
minqi mum yeo
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
...
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
seriously!
jesus my king of all glory says:
or
jesus my king of all glory says:
minqi 'bimb' yeo
jesus my king of all glory says:
hahaha
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
...
jesus my king of all glory says:
first name minqi last name yeo lah
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
do you want me to strangle you
jesus my king of all glory says:
hahahaha try la
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
middle leh?
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
??
jesus my king of all glory says:
dumbo
jesus my king of all glory says:
bimbo
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
...
jesus my king of all glory says:
emo
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW says:
!!!
jesus my king of all glory says:
choose one lor

her current nice nick:
minqi <3 RAFFLESROW omg i'm going to strangle hum fly and rat

1:01 PM

And here we go again.

Lol.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

3:19 PM

Today was quite a fun day! Haha charades for econs, pictionary + random games for bio.

Mr hodge's farewell. ): Why must he leave the school next year! We hardly had the chance to work with him. And he's such a cute guy!

Ms sharonlim is getting married omg s0 exciting :D

Stayed in school very late to study my grade8. Sian. I think I'm just going to fail it. ): Why did I agree to take it ah.

The Lord bless and keep you please.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

5:46 PM

Today was another bad, bad day. Draining.

I think mrchan is right I need to clear all my bad words again. spiritual growth lol.

Another 40 days starting tomorrow.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

4:47 PM

hahaha omg the best pickup lines:

Do you have 10 cents? I told my mum I'd call her if I see the girl of my dreams.

Can I take your picture? I want Santa to know exactly what I want for Christmas.

I'm ugly, you're ugly, we're perfect.

Do you sleep on your stomach? (No) Can I?

If I told you that you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me?

Guy: Did you just fart? Girl: No, why? Guy: Because you just blew me away.

Could you please step away from the bar? You're melting all the ice.

Hi, I'm incredibly rich.

My love for you is like diarrhea; I can't hold it in.

Still got more but I'm going off. Here's the best:

If I were an enzyme, I would be DNA helicase so that I could unzip your genes.

1:27 PM

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failings surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way

Saturday, October 20, 2007

7:57 AM

Haha! My grade8 theory is in 2 weeks and I've only started studying today!

Actually there isn't much to study... except I don't even know how many sharps/flats equals to what key. And all the funny intervals and triads and major minor stuff. Which is like grade1-4 elementary nonsense which I've never ever bothered about. And my teacher doesn't revise all these cause she always assumes I already know them :D

Yay went to search all of them up now I feel a little smarter :D God knows how I passed my grade7 lah, I just went in there and anyhow whacked. Which was probably why I lost 20 marks cos I answered one whole section in the wrong key

Yay! My kor's home! And he's saved his week's worth of army breakfast bars for me :D I love their breakfast bars it's damn nice. And he dumped his cancer patient-like army jungle hat on my head -.-

Friday, October 19, 2007

2:47 PM

My God is a good God (:

My mummy is out of the hospital! Her platelet count suddenly shot up damn high. It's jeremy's and my imba praying skills lah. Haha! The past few days he thought my grandma caught dengue, so he was praying for the wrong person until yesterday-.-

Damn tired. My legs are damn painful ):

The day I left Home,
I knew I'd broken His heart
I wondered if
Things would ever be the same,

Then one night,
I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road,
Ahead I could see

It was the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me,
Took me in His arms, held my head to His chest
And said, 'My son's come home again'.

Don't do to me what you tell me not to do to you.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

3:09 PM

Today gm. Quite boring, but funny also lah. Like lizheng and his poems, which were omg so cute and sweet and damn funny.

Then later my housed stayed back to rant. Omg it was just damn funny. We were just screaming and making alot of noise heh. We have so much to say lah, we just sat there making faces and talking for one hour after gm. We love our housed! Even if no one out of our housed does.. haha.

My mummy just got into the hospital today ): poor dear. Pray for her okay?

Monday, October 15, 2007

4:56 PM

Luvy's party on saturday! Haha! It was damn fun! The year just went mad at the end lah, we were like drunk on dessert. We were just giggling and singing and generally making alot of noise the whole time. And we were acting like VIPs haha. Oh well yearmates for 5 years already what, and we've been to her house before. We deserved special treatment :D

Another year outing soon! :D So fun. We're going kbox to sing again. Haha we just cannot stop spamming songs lah. And doing footdrill. We were doing footdrill at her condo la. Then everyone thought we were mad. But it was damn fun! :D I love my year <3

Today morning was housed meeting. Haha my housed is seriously fos lah. We just spent the whole time talking in circles and laughing our heads off at all our stupid ideas. We made alot of noise in the canteen, I think everyone could hear us being stupid lol. But it was damn funny too!

Then went out with jl... stoned around ps haha. Just eating and eating I'm growing fat! ):

And I'm damn tired! Dunno why I'm always just super tired nowadays. Not used to staying up late already I guess ): that's not good.

Okay. Sleep! School tmr. Omg.

Friday, October 12, 2007

4:07 PM

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in Your hands

My Lord has been really good to me recently (: <3 even the dengue was well planned. Like so mild, and right after exams during that one week break so I wouldn't miss anything academically important and never catch up. Okay la it took me off pw (SORRY) and council not that I was complaining.

Happy birthday luvyy! Haha. Yay evening out with yearmates tmr!

I'm in a weird mood now and everything so ah well nevermind.

I wish we'd just forget it and get on with our bloody lives.

3:00 PM

We stand and
Lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord
Is our strength

We bow down and
Worship Him now
How great
How awesome is He

And together we sing,
Everyone sing

Holy is the Lord
God Almighty!
The earth is filled with His glory

It's rising now all around
It's the anthem of
The Lord's reign now!

2:46 PM

My poor mummy got fever. Damn I really hope I didn't pass the dengue to her. Argh. Good way to repay someone for taking care of you huh.

God bless her please.

Been doing nothing but sleeping and reading and eating today. Damn fun. Must thank my boss zhiwen for giving me a break today aha.

Starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

2:08 PM

I WANT TO SLEEP OMG.

I'M SORRY I THOUGHT I WAS FRIGGING SUPERWOMAN.

):

2:01 PM

Okay had a long torturous adventure on my dengue! Haha. Anyways as I've told the whole world, I have many many many holes in my arms now! The doctors lousy one. I got poked 7 times on my second day in hospital lah. Haha but luckily I only had to stay there for 2.5 days.

I'm kind of okay already lah, which was why I decided to go to school today. Which might have been a bad choice cos I'm just freaking tired and dehydrated now. Go back and realised there's alot of stuff I need to catch up on, mainly pw and council.

Went on a date with zhiwen (sorry gen =P) to ikea to buy j2 appreciation presents. Yay zhiwen treated me to swedish meatballs! Haha he was feeling bad cos gen and andrea kept scolding him for taxing me right after my illness.

Anw yes so I'm freaking tired now and I don't want to go to school tmr! But there's just so much to do, I can't not go back ): Eeeeeeeeeee.

Lousy shit la.

Friday, October 05, 2007

1:24 PM

Yeah it's dengue. Another blood test tomorrow. Oh, the joy.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

1:55 PM

Rahhh.

My temperature went up AGAIN this morning (after going down last night... as for the past 3 days) so my parents decided to bring me to the doctor's.

The clinic is TRAUMATISING. Omg. The doctor made me go take a blood test. The first nurse got super irritated with me, cos I flinched badly when she stuck the needle into my left arm, so it went in wrongly. She had to ask another nurse to help her try to draw blood out of that arm, so there were two nurses valiantly pulling at the syringe while I whimpered. They finally gave up and the first nurse walked away. Luckily the second nurse was nice lah. She got the needle in my right arm vein properly at least.

So now i have holes in both arms. ):

Anyway. The doctor says I either have a virus or I have dengue. Which means I have to go for ANOTHER blood test tmr. And if I do have dengue I have to go for bloodtests EVERY DAY. Nooooooo.

I don't want more blood tests ):

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

1:02 PM

Rarr the past week has been the horriblest that I can remember. I have never ever swallowed as many disgusting panadols before ><

Ugh.