Sunday, November 30, 2008

2:48 PM

Haha today minqi forced me to stand in front of her bathroom mirror and put on the contacts. Ughhh so much eyeball poking.

I took damn long haha. Eh but not really tooooo long. I think taking them off was ten times worse, so much eyeball pinching! Ugh. I just wanted to leave them in forever and never take them out.

I think that was a little more than an hour in total? Haha. Gerrardlai is mocking me now, just because mr natural took 10 mins only -.-

I think I'm a lazy bum because all I wanna do is sleeeeeeeep and laze around at home all day ):

Sigh.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

3:05 PM

Pay attention to ME.

1:01 PM

RARRRRR.

I can't put on the damn bloody contacts. Annoying argh. I need to kill myself.

And I officially hate shopping. Been to town almost every day, each day a different person/ people. Haha that's the only thing that makes it less boring.

Prom is coming! So exciting can't wait to see everyone dressed up. Just don't want to, myself. Damn ma fan ): <

So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

1:34 PM

How much is real
So much to question.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

4:17 PM

I miss the ocomm people! ):

Haha even if it's just seeing them online.

Rarr I hate SATs ):

Monday, November 24, 2008

1:42 PM

I have gone out and scoured the same areas in town repeatedly every day (like a routine) with various people. My legs hurt like mad, and I better get nice legs from all that. Il faut souffrir pour être belle.

Town sucks, walking so much hasn't done anything much for me in terms of finding the right shoes and the right accessories ): Nette and I were so sianed today cos there's really NOTHINGGG about. Maybe something will miraculously appear nearer to prom.

Other than that, been catching up on my book reading lately! The horse whisperer by nicholas evans is so sad, I kind of cried. Well more because I was reminded of some stuff, but it's a nice book all the same (:

And ocomm + zhiyings flew off to hongkong today! We went to see them off.

Sigh.

Because it's hard to forget but it'll move on.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

4:45 PM

RAR.

Some days I feel like stepping out right in front of a car and-- BOOM-- no more worries about prom dresses, uni apps, SATs, As, scholarship apps, internships, jobs, relationships, friends, family. No worries at all!

So tempting. Hm.

Haha OKAY I won't do that. Just saying that it'll be nice to end it all while the going's still good.

2:04 PM

Haha I finally got my prom dress. It's a dark blue short bcbg silk dress! My mummy kind of flipped out at the price but ah well I couldn't be bothered to look anymore.

Shopping is DAMN tiring. Been going out with nette/my kor/ minqi/ anna so far and walking all around singapore every day is really no deal on the body. I think I'll be crippled by prom haha.

Rarr still gotta go out tmr with minqi (haha dun call you mum, later really mix you up with my mum!) so I need to mentally prepare my legs!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

4:02 PM

Done.

When I think of the long, long, long life ahead of me, I get so weary already.

Life should really be short. And sweet. Not long-drawn :\

Haha okay whatever. It's project lose-tummy-fats! 2 weeks.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

1:00 PM

I'm dropping hair! ):

Friday, November 14, 2008

4:33 PM

Haha wow all the early UCAS applicants are getting conditional offers already!

I am so excited for all of them. Ashley just got one from King's! Haha omg I really hope I can study somewhere where I know a few people at least.

We're all growing up and flying off! This is like HSM 3 haha how nostalgic somehow.

/edit/ I don't know, but am I the only one who gets this REALLY annoying rollover advertisement thing on their hotmail page? Everytime I see it I feel like screaming. I don't particularly want to see how xiangyun lost 8 kg and likes to wear revealing orange shirts at 40 (50? whatever). I especially feel like killing something when the stupid rollover thing prevents me from clicking anything it blocks when it rolls out when I don't even go near it. I don't want to lose weight at Body Perfect and I don't care for xiangyun's picture to fill half my screen, okay?? God. Someone rid me of this. /edit/

2:46 PM

Haha all hail george chong, the spotter of chem mcq questions! Our money has been well paid, all those tuition lessons.

And I'm a really lousy friend, I do admit. I forget everyone's birthdays except my own. Yeah so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!! I didn't realise that today was already the 14th until sean told me D:

Yay As are ending! Scary.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

2:34 PM

This is what happened after pens down during econs case study today:

Arrange all my answers chronologically. 1a, 1b, 1c, 1e... oh wait. Where's 1d. Did I miss out the piece of paper. Eh no what all my papers are here. Okay look at the question to see which one it is. Omg 1c so doesn't look familiar at all. You can't be serious. Omg I labelled 1d as 1c. This is so not true. WTF?

Right so in essence, I forgot to do part c of question 1, which was worth 5 marks. Whoo. Yay. I even tried to salvage the situation by labelling 1d as '1c and 1d' because I kind of mentioned some parts of 1c in d.

Tell me that was totally the right time to miss out a 5m part of a question -.-

Lol.

But I'm just hoping for the best. Argh.

Anyway afterwards spent time moping in the councilroom, watching sean and ye wei play some goo game which was damn heartstopping, and watching nette play cooking mama. Later hwee came to join us for dinner, and somehow the two of us got into this throwing-random-renoma-underwear-and-halloween-snakes fight. The renoma underwear is damn gross, dunno which idiot go and buy bikini briefs and leave the unopened box in the room -.- But I'll miss having pschool fights with hwee haha. Anyway the war escalated into a fullblown fight with everyone in the councilroom, so we spent like half an hour chasing each other round trying to pull underwears over each other's heads, and tying people with random ties found in the room. Lol. Good destressing workout btw even though it sounds as screwed up as it was.

In the end we pranked nette by hiding ties in our pockets and ambushing her after. Ye wei's was the best-- sean stuffed the renoma underwear into his bag and he only found out after dinner hahaha.

Spent forever standing outside MOS deciding where to eat as usual, cos no one agreed on a place. Ended up in pastamania to stop ye wei from moping.

Haha we had retarded brain teasers after dinner. And yeah I feel alot better abt my stupid mistake in econs.

Can't wait for our biking trip! It's going to be just as retarded, I can imagine. Pillow fights in hotel rooms, spouting random stuff in public that would embarrass everyone, lack of volume control.. Haha.

Rarrrrrrrr this better end soon.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

1:48 PM

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You.

Can't wait to get my faith back on track after As. Been neglecting Him this whole year. I was hit by a sudden though that if I were to meet Him now, all I'd be is filled with shame which would overwhelm any joy lol. Not a nice thought.

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name.

Okay what did I just say in the previous post? Study. Study! STUDY.

11:32 AM

Phew.

Once tomorrow's over and done with, the bulk of As would have gone already. Can't wait.

Really afraid of what the future entails, especially with getting back of As. With the usual RJ mindset, what if I don't get 5As? Worse, what if I only get 3? :\ As the exams proceed on that likelihood seems to get higher and higher. And it's scary, to have so many expectations sit upon you. My brothers and their near perfect grades. My cousins who look up to me. All these just increase the pressure of doing well and of failing to.

I still remember my mum's disappointment when I did worse than my kor on the PSLE. Haha. Trivial, since I made it into rg anyway.

But what if it happens again.

Maybe I should have considered that earlier, not halfway through my papers :\

Monday, November 10, 2008

1:28 PM

Argh my brother is in the mcqs-only stage of his o levels and he's having so much fun already. No fair. ):

What am I doing here? I don't know. I've got two exams tomorrow and I haven't finished studying for either. But I can't get any motivation to ):

Saturday, November 08, 2008

3:34 PM

Why?

Friday, November 07, 2008

12:43 PM

Math is done for good, HALLELUJAH.

Was too much in a celebratory mood that 1.math is gone forever (okay actually really only after SatII) 2. we are halfway through As! that I didn't study today D:

Instead, ye wei sean and I went out for sakae 1hour buffet for lunch, then had nette join us to watch high school musical haha. Sounds like we think As are over already right? Haha. But okay people need breaks once in a while! The lunch was okay except we over-ordered, and sean embarrassed us all with his lack of volume control. And the movie was not bad! Except the cheesy portions where troy and gabriella start singing to each other. But ryan and kelsi are damn cute together (:

Will get back on fullspeed tomorrow. Econs is damn no deal argh.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

5:46 AM

Thank goodness chem was alright today. Tomorrow marks a really historical period in my life. It will be the last time math is going to screw up my life, ever. Can't wait.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

10:09 AM

Today's bio paper wins hands down for the most f-ed up bio paper I've ever touched in my two years at RJ.

I'm so not joking. The commotion right after the paper ended-- all the f words and people crying around lol. The whole bunch of us at the council room just started screaming at each other and all the non-bio takers were so scared.

I have never been so stumped on a bio paper before. Screw the prelim paper, seriously. That was a total joke, and I can't believe the school tricked us into believing that the As would be that standard. And there I was, thinking that I could finally be happy after a paper??

Our only hope is that there're enough stupid people out in the world for the bell curve to perform miracles. Not meaning to be elitist here, but when all your As are at stake you can't stop to worry about other people's grades.

Just pray that chem won't kill us like everything so far did.

In other news, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN. Sorry I forgot D:

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

10:57 AM

Haha okay talking to chengjie makes me feel slightly better.

Today while sean, me and ye wei were eating lunch and everyone else were lounging around chatting, ye wei wrongly called nette 'jiaying', causing nette to poke him hard. He dropped his rice all over himself, and I laughed so hard I walked backwards and tripped over some stuff on the floor lol. It was a hilarious scene.

Rar bio. Cannot screw up.

10:20 AM

I think I've effectively fucked up my life within the first 2 papers of the A levels.

Better look harder for a rich old man to marry.

Monday, November 03, 2008

7:59 AM

There are tiny, annoying little ants crawling ALL OVER my desk right now. As much as I pride myself for normally not killing even the most annoying of insects, all I feel like doing right now is SQUASHING EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE BUGGERS. Omg. Seriously. Can't they tell that I'm busy trying to ace math?? Why must they decide to irritate me at this pivotal point in my life??

/edit/ I've been asked how gp was at least 5 times and repeating the same thing 5 times hasn't helped at all make me feel like I screwed up gp. Lol. Now if people would stop asking... /edit/

6:36 AM

What a disastrous way to start the As, frankly.

Haha. "Contemporary music has lost all artistic value." The look on people's faces when I told them which essay question I did.

God if I do badly for GP I am so gonna kill myself arghhhhhh.

THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO FALL.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

3:04 PM

Lol the swimming pool downstairs is a brilliant shade of green, because the pump spoilt and the water's full of algae. Gross beyond words.

1 more day. I told ye wei not to become jaded right at such a crucial moment, but here I am not studying, too distracted about after As plans and too terrified for math econs and gp to actually do anything about them.

Oh, life and its ironies.