Tuesday, August 31, 2010

6:42 PM

Life nowadays!

Got pangsehed for church by jeremy oversleeping this time (HA QUITS) and ended up sitting next to a very cute guy heehee, unfortunately forgot to ask his name when we talked so I dunno who he is! ): Maybe next week I'll see him :D Made j catch aftershock w me afterwards, OMG please go watch it it is so depressing. CONFIRM cry through the entire movie one. We spent the entire movie looking over our shoulders to laugh at each other for crying like wusses haha the ass had tears glistening in his eyes THE ENTIRE TIME super comical. Okay I wasn't much better I was tearing like crazy at the end )): It is very very sad.

Monday was SUNTANNING WITH MINQI. OMG. Of ALL the days for the weather to screw up, it HAD to choose the day I was so excited to suntan on. Omg. I insisted that mumsy go with me to sentosa even though it was really cloudy in the morning, cos the other time I went with ali the weather didn't look promising at first but it was super super sunny and hot the entire afternoon! Unfortunately it didn't pan out that way ))))): Hahahaha but being the optimist that I am, I maintained that we sit on the beach and wait because 'the clouds will go away very soon and it's going to be an awesome day!!' But while sitting resolutely on the cloudy beach, it started drizzling and everyone else upped and left -.- Okay we kinda looked like two idiots aha and mumsy couldn't stop laughing at how ridiculous it all was. I brought both suntanning lotion and sunblock for her to use cos she didn't want to get burnt, but she ended up using the suntanning lotion cos even spf 4 was enough to block out whatever sunrays were present zz. But it was fun to laze in the ocean cos the waves were super strong (: A weirdo tried to hit on us and he was very lousy at doing so. He made us take a photo for him with his lousy hp so he could have fond memories of being at sentosa, told us to come 'join him in his shelter' -.- wtf seriously.

Yay today was steamboat with melmel my longlost friendd. I love how we have the exact same views on everything and the same type of thoughts it's like hanging out with a reflection of yourself hahaha now I know why we were such good friends in secondary school. Since no one wants to go hk with me next week -sad face- we have decided to go to batam or something!! So fun :D Hopefully my dad lets me gooooo.

And I exercised today again ((: I rock! Whee.

I need more movies!!!!! Love watching movies till very late at night, since I can sleep in every single day :D

This is lifee. But zz SERIOUSLY why does everyone like to plan stuff all on the same day?? I can have some days entirely free, and some days with 3 or 4 different plans and I absolutely hate having to choose )): You see, if the world was on my side, EVERYTHING will be on different days and I can go for everything. SIGH.

P.S. HI LYNETTE LEE IF YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO READ MY BLOG, I MISS YOU YOU BUSY WOMAN. It's like I only have one bestie nowdays!! ): <

Monday, August 30, 2010

4:52 PM

I'm not ready to go back to london I don't wanna go back )):

Friday, August 27, 2010

4:45 PM

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known?
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to ya
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to ya
Why do you sing with me at all?

I LOVE THIS SONG AND I AM BORED AT HOME ALREADY.

4:44 AM

Woah talk about the biggest overreactions of all time.

My dad saw stupid bitch jeremy's comment on fb abt my being a ho (slightly more explicit than just that) and totally blew up this morning, waking me up with his shouting........ wtf seriously. And now he wants me to delete jeremy off fb and never be friends with him ever again even in real life. NO SHIT. And he said he wanted to complain to the police about this dude going around smearing my reputation.... you should see the expression on my face it is hilarious.

jeremysim is a stupid ass who knows my parents are on fb, that idiotic shit.

NOW WHAT.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

5:08 PM

never ever ever let your guard down, not for anything or anyone.

"It's not pms, I'm just crazy."

Sunday, August 22, 2010

7:45 PM

Camp just over (: surprisingly I enjoyed myself (: felt abit weird making the guys do shameless forfeits in town though, cos technically they're a year older/same age as us and by that virtue had no business taking commands from a younger girl! LOL. But yess haha it was good seeing the otherss (:

Work has stopped and it's time to take time out for myself again!

And there's just so much in my mind that I wish I could verbalise or even type, but when I try to it all slips away. But basically, to distill these thoughts down to its barest elements-- its really sucky how sometimes you want so badly just to not give a fuck about something, yet it still haunts you all the time. Somehow this applies very well to many parts of my life and that kinda blows. It's not something that anyone else can understand, though. At times even I don't understand.

But despite everything, in the bigger picture life has been good to me.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

6:25 PM

Just saw wanjoo off ): since she proudly declared that she reads my blog wants a shoutout, HI WANJOOOOOO. Sorry I din go clubbing w you guys in the end ))): and that I din manage to join the breakfast club. Hopefully next year! Dun party too hard in the US okay, come back in one piece!!!!!! And HI ZHIYINGGGGS.

Omg the US people are all leaving!!!!!! SO FAST. I only had like, 2 months of them D: D: and it also reminds me that my time is coming up soon too... oh no emo. Oh no.

And the next time we see each other may only be in a year's time D:

Need to appreciate my friends more alreadyyy. Everyone please know I LOVE YOU GUYS.

That stupid cj go and play batch song in mandy's car. Now I'm feeling so sad ):

Promise you my friend,

Left you a space in my heart.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

4:35 PM

)): all the other interns have left, and I still have 2 more days. SIGH. Lonely 2 days.. I kinda miss the other girls. Haha so fun to gossip with them at lunch. boo): But getting treated for dinner is awesome stuff :D

Saturday, August 14, 2010

7:03 PM

suddenly so tired of this game, it makes me so happy one moment yet so jaded another

Sunday, August 08, 2010

7:12 PM

(: happy.

Baking was both a raging success and an absolute failure (hoho). Our jellyhearts were too wobbly and ugly, and our strawberry shortcake was um. Dubious tasting. Haha. BUT our rainbow cupcakes are AWESOME. all in capital letters. I am so happy. Look!

Bad photo but HOW AMAZING ARE WE.

zz baked for like 7hours straight and we were sooo shagged. J's kitchen was like a warzone afterwards aha.

Today woke up late and pangsehed J for church making him super uber pissed w me. zz I must learn to wake up on time for church D: He refused to lunch or talk to me anymore lol so met nette to hanggg. For the third or fourth time, I had to accompany this woman for her haircut tsk such a good friend. Then met berns for my super delayed bday dinnerr! yay free dinner I love nice friends :D it was very much needed because omg the money in my bank acc runs out DAMN FAST I really dunno why!!! ): I really tried v hard not to spend recently )): looks like I need a sugar daddy quick. hahaha okay jokes

Tmr is national day with classmates! (: probaby coming home super late again, my dad is going to blow his top like he did tonight (he locked the door and refused to open it for me wtf -.-) BUT hellooo I am 20 already!!!!! I should be allowed to have a life way past midnight zz.

Friday, August 06, 2010

3:23 PM

My 2wk internship with wongp is awesome-- I reach work at 930am because my mentor does (and w/o her I have no work to do), and they have a policy which insists interns leave at 6pm (hoho no OT!!!), my mentor feels bad for making me do her grunt work so she treats me to lunch + coffee every single day, and we have lunches that can stretch to nearly 2 hours! Whoohoo. Okay the grunt work in corporate is mega ultra boring and super brainless zz especially compared to the other interns in litigation (I'm the only one assigned to corporate ):) who get to go to court and research on cool cases.... I wanna go court and watch alvinyeo in action apparently he is really awesome!! but ohwell. At least my life is easy aha!

That is one long-winded paragraph. Consequence of reading contractual agreements 8 hours a day.

In outdated news, sunway was niceeee. It was absolutely terrifying for me, especially that rogue viking ship which inverted 3 freaking times and that superultra long suspension bridge which just HAD to have many spaces between the planks... but what's life without a little excitement huh?

Whee long weekend happy national day singapore (: going to jeremyslut's house to bake tmr because both of us can't drive (so a spontaneous roadtrip to JB fail) and I don't want to drown (so a spontaneous kayaking trip to ubin fail). I WANT TO MAKE RAINBOW CUPCAKESSSSSS so fun so fun

life is rocking so hard I dun wanna start my second year ):