Monday, September 26, 2011

5:11 PM

GERMANY TOMORROW.

lazy.

how could you not realize it was me?

all of the turquoise jewelry that you see

Saturday, September 24, 2011

5:44 PM

REDECORATING MY ROOM IS SUCH AN ARDUOUS TASK.

you fucked it friend, it's on its head, it

struck the street

you're in Milwaukee, off your feet

and at once I knew, I was not magnificent;

1:57 PM

Cause you read it in a big book

And now you giving me the look, look

But just remember how we shook, shook

And all the things we took, took

Friday, September 23, 2011

4:16 PM

Don't like the direction life is heading.

Audrey and I spent the afternoon curled up on my bed and looking online for countryside houses! Haha eh really quite cheap. 10 years from now, if life gets too unbearable, we're going to up and leave without a trace to a random location around the world and start life anew (:

burn it down till the embers smoke to the ground

start new when your heart is an empty room

with walls of the deepest blue

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

1:32 AM

becca is here! (: yay our family is complete.

today auds and I totally had a super productive and go-getting day. we tidied up the house, went out and grocery-shopped finally, then had lunch in the park again! bought ingredients for a singapore sling, because haha the SIA one is awesome and we wanted to drink it in the comforts of our home. fixed our common space chillaz table and decorated it, cooked a nice dinner (panfried salmon (:) talked and waited for becca to arrive! had supper and now to bed.

life is beautiful again! really it is. the sky is blue and the sun shines and all my troubles are beyond retarded and inconsequential in the greater scheme of things. I go through such lame predictable phases.

to and fro from yours to Cecil street

you wore the same shirt that you wore last week

should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek?

convince you it's not lust, it's chemistry

Monday, September 19, 2011

9:30 AM

Yesterday was such a lovely day.

We went to church, came back for maggimee lunch, tidied up the house, walked out of it towards the Thames, got distracted by shanghai blues (totally looking like it was run by chinese mafias) and went in for awesome dimsum, felt too cold and turned back towards home, got distracted again and went into patisserie valerie to get hot tea, walked into russell square gardens and plonked ourselves down on the green dewy grass. We laid down on it and listened to music until raindrops started smattering down on us, got up and ran home. Dived into audrey's bed and watched the sound of music (hahaha it is damn lame and I fell asleep halfway). Got up and had maggimee dinner, then sat in the kitchen for hours singing along to teenage angsty music like avril lavigne and simple plan and linkin park.

Made me feel happier about life (: not that my life isn't happy. There's really no objective reason why it isn't, so I guess it's just one of those moods again, hence- this too shall pass.

Isolations, dotted lines

seas of concrete, wild eyes

streaking colours, blurred to one

always moving, blinding sun

blinding sun

Saturday, September 17, 2011

12:11 PM

Just came back from milan/ lake como! Haha I LOVE ROADTRIPS and guys who accelerate at 70km/hour at blindspots on a winding uphill road when a huge bus is coming round the corner.

Today will be an awesome day. It's audrey's birthday! No more thinking about things that don't matter. I AM ABOVE IT ALL.

But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see

Sunday, September 11, 2011

5:43 PM

So fucking tired of life's bullshit. It's like you're happy just minding your own fucking business and then curveballs just HAVE to be thrown your way. And suddenly you don't know anything anymore.

It's not like I asked for any of this, it's not like I wanted any of this at all

Friday, September 09, 2011

6:36 PM

insecure.like.mad.

ZOMG shut up please

Thursday, September 08, 2011

9:00 PM

Super super tiring days, unpacking and cleaning up our house. Our subtenants suck balls shit hate hate hate them. NEVER summer-let your house ever.

But living with audrey again brings back so many awesome memories! Haha. Today we spent like an hour trying to screw on the lightbulb in her room in utter vain, and thinking up a zillion stereotypical sexist 'how many girls does it take to screw on a lightbulb?' jokes.

Tired. I need my mood to change as well, this is really not the mood I wanna be in at the moment ugh. Then again, now is totally the right time to think my life situation through once more, so I shall.

'cause you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out;

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

9:43 PM

Back in London again~

I'm missing something. It's probably a sense of familiarity. After 2 and a half months, this place looks merely like somewhere I once knew.

These things take my time and energies
Don’t stand too close without apologies
Cutthroat, cut out candid glimpses and
Wind me up, I’m ready

Can’t escape this line of best fit
Can’t escape this line of best fit

Thursday, September 01, 2011

5:10 PM

Got reminded of some past happier times just now. made me smile and wish things would go back to being so much simpler, even just for a while